God made alcohol as a social lubricant. To make men brave, and to make women loose....

I like this quote...
taken it off from this show that i caught yesterday with a fren...
REally enjoyed the show a lot...i guess it's been a while since i been to town and catch a show...
even when i was with my ex...it was just dinner, den we will head back home...
I think i've been losing touch with life in town after 8pm..hahahaha

The show is "Just like Heaven"
I would highly recommend it....be it watching it as a comedy or a romance flick...
laughed my head off...
especially the exorcism part? the power of christ compels you? wahahahahaha

Turns out that the Christmas lightings is already on since Thurday...
But like CK said... it just aint that special anymore...
I guess that's life...when you grow up... some things just don't appeal to you in that special way anymore...
But in my opinion, isn't all this small llittle things that make you life bright up, although you know that it there, and so wat?
but if you look at it simply? it still mean something...
Or maybe i'm just a simpleton?
hahahahaha....
I think it's better to be easily satisfy with things around you...and it leaves you with more room to strive forward too...
and it will make living in S'pore more bearable? (am i making any sense here?) hahahaha... even when you know that it a bigger and wider world out there...

Happy Birthday, Tiger!!!

Today is the birthday of my younger brother...who has turned 19 today...
hope he could be more sensible, and to be nicer to mum... your one and only mum in the world!

Today is the final of the Inter-Semicon tournument. While i was away last weekend to Genting/KL for a getaway, Chatered lost the game to STM and the result?? We are only left with 3rd or 4th placing to fight for :(
Felt so pressured since thursday, when everybody i seen, are asking me to MAKE SURE that we win today...
and we did won....and i was awarded a trophy as one of the dream team member called the Mythical Five...
tired....
but worthwhile i guess...

Hari Raya...

Public hoilday today....so no work...
Went out with a friend...to catch a movie and dinner...
movie-wise...totally disappointing...
it's the show, "Home Sweet Home", starring Shu Qi and Karen Lim....
Expecting it to be a some sort of horror film where i can get some cheap thrills from...
End up???? the frightening scenes were over within the starting hour... Chey...

but the film does try to bring forward the message....
Motherly love is the GREATEST...hahahaha...

You look great! CK, sorry if i haven't mentioned before :)

After dinner at Di Tai Feng, where i satisfied my carving for xiao long baos....
Sorry, CK, i didn't send ya back.... :(
Headed down to Eduard's place at CCK for a gathering...
First time, i been to a Pinoy's family place...
it's really easy to settle down after a few drinks...
food was INTERESTINGLY nice... we had the usual chicken wing, and BBQ boar head meat!!! How do you beat that???
hahahaha...actually it's kinda same as the suckling pig we have during chinese weddings...but this time round, it's the boar(adult pig) we are eating instead...wahahahah
Getting really tispy after lots of Jim Beam and Voka...had a cup of coffee before i left...
whether will anything happen if i mix kopi with liqour....i hope i don't get a stomach upset tomorrow...
hahahaha....

Post Genting/KL trip

Genting and Kuala Lumper is great...
been there so many times, it still feel good...
but this time round...it's kinda different, been so long since the whole family went out together...
hopefully this is a small start to more family outing, to hopefully further places...
wahahahaha....
Pity Brother JL couldn't make it due to some A**-hole agent...

Now for the break-down...

Genting...still as chilly to me as before...
maybe it's because i'm the kind that get cold really easily...
so i find the weather on Genting something to love and loathe...
But still it's GREAT...
First time i won in the Genting Casino... Just wanted to try my luck on anything...to get some more extra pocket money
and how lucky can one get?
1 time on the russian roulette....and bingo...
Instant 36 times of the RM10 i betted....
I was so so so thrilled!!!!
But alas none of the people i knew was around me :(
trying so hard to contain my joy....
the thrill is ....... WOW!!!!

But i guess my luck just start at that only hand....anything else i played in later...all kena makan by Uncle Lim
But it's still a big win!!! Wahahahaha
Looks like my new Levi's jeans is pretty much covered....LOL
Lots of walking around and look see here and there....

On the 28th afternoon, we departure from Genting to KL...
the hotel that we are staying in is Radius International...
I would say it is in a rather good location, considering it just 5mins walk from the hotel to Jalan Bukit Bintang and Sungei Wang...
Went to Time Square on the very same afternoon and had dinner at the Chinatown (not too sure how to spell out the cantonese name of that place, think it's Chi Chong Kai)
Food is great...too bad Bro JL....you still didn't try the delicious seafood in aluminium foil thingy
but here's some pic for your viewing pleasure...wahhahahaha


See the nice spread??? you could almost smell it!

Look at the smile on Esther's face...


Second day, we went to Sunway Pyramid for more SHOPPING...Somehow to me, this aint a relaxing weekend getaway thingy anymore....but a walk here, walk there trip...i think i probably clocked at least 20km minium during the two days i'm there...
after Sunway, we head to the nearby Mid Valley...more shopping follows...but i didn't got anything there...
the weekend crowd is just too much...it take too much time just to try on the clothes you want to buy...
So to beat the peak hour traffic...we decided to take the LRT system...something refreshing for my parents...
Somehow we had to stop at Times Sqaure again...partly to collect our altered jeans and for more shopping for Esther and Perene....and my younger brother too!

We stopped at 8 plus before heading to the street whereby the food is highly recommended by bro JL, indeed the food there is really nice...especially the chicken wings (from the end of the street) and the fried "bao yu" mushroom.
Again for your viewing pleasure, bro JL, whahahahahaha


delicious chicken wings from the end of the street...

delicious sting ray too!! Yum Yum

last but not least, the famous fried Bao Yu Gu...

once again...our model of the trip strike again...

the place we didn't went to :(

nice??

But i prefer this one...hahaha

And some of the miscellanous pictures....Enjoy!!

Lawrence and Brian

Tiger and Esther

Tiger and Me

My mum and dad

Genting away from everything....

yes....i'm Genting away from everything...
going on a 4 days 3 nights to Genting and KL
yes...a long awaited break before the stupid semester begins...
with my family and colleagues....
i just hope nothing bad crops up...
and it will be a enjoyable one for everybody....

So see everybody on Sun nite...
Wahahahahahaha

Today is....

for those who didn't know....
it's my birthday today....
Yes, yes i'm one year older...from now on i will have to offically tell anybody who ask me, "what's my age?"
and i will have to reply, "I'm 25!"
Yes, LimBH, i didn't lied about my age when you asked me a couple of days ago...i was 24 then, but if you do ask me again, i will gladly tell you, i'm 25 liao le.... if that will please you in any way....

So how special was my day on my birthday??? Well, early in the morning, i got my Mum really angry. Why?
I was supposed to be having dinner with the whole family at the Thai food restursant at Sembwang Shopping Centre,
but i turn her down, so that i can go for this certain church league basketball game. Which we lost! (DAMN). So first thing i got my mum pissed...she took the day of from work for this dinner, i feel so bad...
i'm such a lousy son...

2nd bad new on my birthday, looks like JL might not be able to make it for the weekend getaway...
Hai...WTF is wrong with everything today??? Why can't they process the stupid visa thingy faster?
Just when i thought we could go drink to our hearts delight...and not care more about the world.
I got to be hit by such bad news...Damn again!

Thanks to those few who smsed me, wishing me "happy birthday"
Thanks to Calvin for the fruit smoothie at Spinelli...
Got to say, i'm kinda touched...
I guess i wasn't really forgotten afterall....
hahahaha...
Thanks...

yes yes yes

yes....i pass...
i pass my ippt liao...
no more worries....
so happy today....

and only left with the stupid exam results...
hopefully i can get all passes for them den i can go enjoy my holiday trip in peace!!!

Saturday nite...Pee Ya's Wedding and Sunday

Been a busy Saturday...
Not exactly busy either...
Yesterday, my Si Gu's daughter had a wedding reception at the Grand Hyatt Hotel...
it's more of a lunch cum tea-break affair, unlike the conventional dinner...
Anyway, I didn't attend, because I don't really want to. End up, my mum and my brother attended it
I just hitched a ride with them on the cab, as I wanted to go to town to have a walk before my company's Bball game
which was at 4plus :(

Well, good news...Chartered won AGAIN...
these days winning seems like a formality...
wahahahahaha....

Straight after the games, which ended around 6pm, I rushed back home to wash up so that I won't be late for Pee Ya's wedding dinner. Everybody was telling me, "aiyah, Chinese dinner won't start on time one lah!" Which I totally protested!! But I guess the habit of arriving late for this sort of dinner, is kinda too deeply etched in the mindset of most people...
Hai...Sad but true!!! I was late too...but not because I wanted too, but the stupid ball games started late. :p

So when I got to the Peninsula Execlsior Hotel, which was around 7pm...colleagues that I hang out with, aren't not even there yet.... Wah....

Anyway, there are some photos I took...
Must say Pee Ya look so different, almost can't recognise her already.
Saw Mrs Lye also :P wahahahaha


The invite at the lobby...


(from left) Me, KeeKhoon, Sinyan, Perene, Pee Ya, Bride Groom, Esther and Ah Moi


May and her Guan Guan aka Ken... Wahahaahah


Me and my "gan jie" :P Wahahahahah


At the request of Tze Kiong...

After the dinner... Kee Khoon, Esther, Perene and Me met up with JL and we went to somewhere at
Upper Serangoon to continue our drinking session, and luckily the place "The GrapeVine" does offer
live soccer and i managed to catch some of the World Cup Qualifier Match between England and Austria

So Shiok...just doing nothing and downing Hoegarden....think i took about 3 bottles on top of the red wine at the wedding dinner... Don't know what came over me... I just wanted to drink, maybe i was sad or down... I don't know
I just thought if i kept on drinking... I will feel better and i'll forget everything... Hahahaha

Came back home around 2-3 plus....
and it was black-out until the alarm clock went off at 6.30am...

Yes, Reality is back... I gotta work on Sunday... :(

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A final note....Our Chartered Team finished the first round of the Inter-semicon competition with a ALL-win record...

Hope those we read my blog had a great weekend... i suppose i had...

Tired...

REally getting tired these days...
everybody in office who sees me...ask me the same question.
"Why are you so tired?"
How to tell them? I'm playing in a lot of bball games...
Just this week, tues and wed....follow by sat and sun...
I think my body is totally exhausted....
I need some rest... any somebody kind enough to give me some massage mah?


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Seems like things between LL and her b/f is all sort out...
So happy for her...think the only thing left for her is to QUIT SMOKING!!!
in case you are reading this....Yes, i hope you kick the habit soon, so the next time i go out with you. I don't have to stand beside a rubbish bin and wait for you to finish smoking...Okay??? :P

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Looks like playing in the inter-con games has it perks after all...
the CC i'm representing...has promise us a oversea trip if we could actually win the tournment...
Guess where are we going? USA...
Sound really good, but i really wonder if we can actually go that far in the tournment....
I seriously think we are lacking in depth... Nothing to think about actually...
I'll just remember this "Never count your chicks before the egg hatches"
LOL...

Oh yeah...the winning streak continues....wahahahaha, love the feeling...

my sunday....

slept at 3.30am this morning....woke up at 6.30am
rather stoned...
Went to meet up with my poly-classmate at DBL O, first time there....i think the number of times i go clubbing, to keep count, all the fingers on both my hand is enough. But strangely, why do people don't believe me, when i said i'm not a chiongster??? Do i give out the impression that i am??? Anybody could enlighten me??? LOL

Rather surprised to see CZ, so much different from while he's in class...wahahahaha... But it was fun...meeting some new friends... but can't seems to remember any of the new fren's names... i have never been good with names...

Like the music there....Saturday is Retro Night... the place is pretty packed by 11pm.... didn't have much time to indugle in the atomsphere.... because, i still had another mission that night...

that was to keep my close friend, LL, of 10 years (both of us were kind of surprised) listening to some of her relationship problems...
she's kind of in a dilemma...Good or bad? I can't decide for her..
could only lend her my ears...And keep her company as she didn't want to go back home too early...

Strangely I asked myself, if I could treat another friend, as good as I treat her...
I can't answer that...At least I try to treat everybody around me with a sincere heart...
If anybody wanna puke after reading this...please go ahead....LOL

Been laze around the office...it one of those days..where there's totally nothing....Absolutely nothing to test...
but the freaking lab is so freaking cold......
i admit i was sleeping on the job the whole day....so what? Sue me....


Feeling so restless.... thinking of some silly stuff... confused over some silly stuffs too...
Hope LL get her things sorted out....
Can't bear to see my best friend in that sad state....

Finally....all is over...

As of yesterday....the semester has finally concluded...
what's left now is the trival task of waiting for the results to be annouced...
which i totally have no confidence in... hai...
if i do manage to clear this sem.... i swear i will buck up and do my best for the next sem...

Got my new toy a couple of days ago....
really loved it to hell...
here... take a look :P


Cool..ain't it? just like the 'zen' looks all Apple products have...


Everything attached...with my in-ear headphones...


See how thin it is....


the chrome back is really 'chio' too

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Feeling kinda lost in the office today...
felt so tired.... don't think it the after-effect of waking up to catch the Man U vs Benfica match at 2.30am
now that i get to go back home everyday....it starting to become a hassle to think of what i can do when i get home.
And over the past two weeks... it's ball games after ball games....
i think my body is really felling the strain...
Gonna feel some good, cheap and effective ways to relax myself...
Thanks JL and KKK for the offer to go "uphill" but i don't have the leave nor the extra time, due to the commitment to the ball games i'm in...
Don't know when...with my bro, JL flying off soon....and KKK gonna be changing to the other shift....
I'm thinking if i CAN change to the same shift as he is...
don't wanna face the 'senior' every freaking day....if i can't change back...i think i rather opt for the normal mon-fri work week.
Gonna catch some sleep now, waking up to catch the Liverpool vs Chelsea match later....

What can i do??? Arghhhhh.....
Why can't life be simple....why am i always thinking so much stupid stuff....
pui....

Mid-Autumn....

Can you see how full the moon is??? No? Sorry, my h/p camera sucks...

Somehow looking at the full moon, make me sad...
it's supposed to be a night where people gather together....to enjoy the full moon
but i was sitting at the nearby basketball court, looking at xiao mei mei, playing badminton...
staring at the blank field beyond the court....

What am i doing here???

I don't know....

But i feel so relaxed, abiet those STUPID Mosquitoes kept kissing me...
ARGHhhhhhhhh

I know i can achieve more.....I want more too...
And i gonna let go of the past....
it's over....looking into my wallet, realised that i had never taken "her" photo out....
i'm so useless.....

Mid-Autumn is tomorrow...

Went down to the local Coffee Bean to get a Cuppa and look thru some examination notes...
dunno what is wrong with me, it just seems that i can study at home, even though there isn't any form of distraction to distract me...
i just can get myself to settle down and study :( hai.....

As i have to pass through the playground near my block before i can get to the coffee joint..
Lots of children and adults were there, having gathering, playing with sparkler (those firework thingy), kids were playing with candles and lighting them up one by one...running around with their lanterns, ranging from those candle-lilted kind to those super modern battery-operated kind....wahahahahaha

So fun....
if only my mid-autumn was as exciting as theirs...
i remember the first time i went to play-ground to play during the mid-autumn's eve, i ended up gashing my knee, with blood free-flowin, i got a earful from my mum....
the second year....the same thing happened...since then, i was barred from going to the playground...
kinda sad childhood....almost hated my mum for it, when i look out the kitchen window and see all the kids having fun...
i guess it was partial my own fault too...too eager to be running around and never look....

Mid-autumn eve also reminds me the first time i went to my ex-girlfriend house, where i was formally introduced to her parents for the first time... it really brings back a lot of memories...

Memories are sweet, yet they can be so painful too...

iPod Nano.....i want

I WANT a iPOD Nano!!!!
I want, I want!!!!!!
see this gal having it on the MRT today....it's so COOL!!!! 0_0

Didn'’t go to work today, because I have to accompany my mum to the Singapore General Hospital for a appointment. Apparently, she felt a small lump at her lower left cheek, and since she can'’t speak any English, I have to act as her interpreter.
She really worried about it.…keep thinking if it might be something more serious than it could really turn out to be…

Actually I hate going out with her though…but as a filial son that I am :P if I don't, who will??? My younger brother? If he'’s that dependable in the first place, I won'’t have to be here now.… Come to think of it, what is he doing now? Probably still lying in his sack. Lazy Ass!!
Back to my mum.… why do I hate hitting the street with her? I think it must be her tendencies to complain at the slightest matter that she encounter, whether it is or is not her business. Be it waiting at the counter or waiting for the lift? She can go, “blah blah, why is it taking so long? What is that receptionist doing? Why is she taking her own sweet time? etc etc….

Arghhh…. enough said!!!

I hate it, but she my mum… and I still love her...…
/me blushed…

Here's some pic i took at chinatown while i was there for lunch with my mum...


Hou Yi and the seven suns....i think
that's the theme for the Mid-Autumm Festival...i guess...


Pomole...is it spell this way???


Apparently this store's moon-cake is very good....the quene was Damn long...


and it ain't cheap either...a small box like this cost will set you back by 6 bucks!!!

Hmmm.....

Been a while since my last entry....
Busy over work and school projects...
Everything is like a whirlwind....spinning round and round....
Sleep is something i have not been getting enough off...

but some stuff i wanna say,
My condolences to JL....over the loss of his grandma...

Looks like i got myself in some sort of deep shit....how???
Have i been giving her mixed signals?? i don't know...
Guess i just take everything a step at a time...

Felt great after the 10 km run yesterday, felt so refreshed after the gruesome run...
Think i should be doing this more often...and it seems like my pair of lungs are still doing fine...

Couple of weeks more before everything related to school comes to an end...
Just have to pick myself up and endure all the way till the finishing line...

SNAG, Metrosexual, now Retrosexual???

What the hell do women want???
First, they want a guy who is not afraid of showing him emotions, someone who is in touch with the senstive side...
someone who is not afraid to cry...blah blah...
Won't that make him a wimp in front of the gal??? Strange right??

The world is changing is much.....i think the women probably don't even know what the hell do they want in a guy anymore, with the earning power and spending power they command...
While they expect to be up to par with any guy, but the still expect to be treated like a spolit brat....
Man!!!!

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My poor brother.....i thought he had managed to escape the crutches of the B$%&*, but i was wrong...
thought that finally is able to move on and seek new pasture....but...
Why do people keep running around in circles....
Sad....to see him get so frustrated...
kept saying that he's a useless fool, who will be always waiting for her...
what's so good about her??
When i ask him what happened, he could still denied that nothing is going on, when his face has already betrayed all his thoughts....
Pity....Pls make him grow up....
If i can, so can he....
Please.....if there's a higher being out there....
Crap...i must be crazy saying all this....
wahahahhahaha...

this week...

hmmm...
been busy the while week over a Logic Design mini project...
And although the most difficult portion have been solved....but i can't help thinking if i had done the right thing by showing the whole class what i had done...
Or should i had just kept it to myself and just waited till the day i'm supposed to submit it to the lecturer, and just do it quietly?
Hmmm....seems like everybody is copying my design and ..... Pui....the feeling sucks....
Although it's more of like helping everyone in the class, but.... What if? What if i didn't bring it up? would the other "smarter" one do the same? Or will they also be like me....

hai.....

maybe i'm thinkin too much....
Helping people should be a good thing right? So why am i feeling not happy about it??

Is being selfish better?? or?

Chat with a colleague....

One afternoon, I was sitting beside one of my colleague surfing the internet, out of the blue, she asked me, "Brian, Do you have a girlfriend?" I was rather reluctant to answer her question, but i guess one have to let go of the past. I replied, "We broke up couple of months back." She seems surprised!

I was thinking, WTF i'm so ugly meh? Cannot have girlfriend har??? #$%&

And she contiuned asking, "How long have you been together?" I told her... hmmm, going 6 year plus ba! Now her eyes opened even bigger, a bit dumbfolded... Guess what she said? I thought my relationship was long leh....Wah, yours is even longer wor, so rare these days. I was ??!!?? WTFFFFF...cannot meh???

Anyway, she tried to probed further, why i broken up with her....blah blah blah. Anyway the bottom line is we broken up. Not due to personality incompatiablity, but some other reasons...

Seven year leh, isn't it a pity? You bear to give it up meh? Don't you miss her? Will you still wait for her to turn back?

What can i do if she doesn't want to come back? if 7 years of relationship is important to her, i really cannot figure up why she could just so convniently jump into another relationship...What CRAP!!!

Anyway i pleaded her, i cried for her, i was in a daze for her...for what? Worth it?
With nothing to look back at the only way is to look in front and leave everything behind. And when i mean everything...that would include memories....those are the killers that suck you into the never-ending loop of hoping she might come back to you.. Pui!

"You must let her go out to try mah, then she will know that you are the better one!" She commented. Then? I replied. So i must foolishly await her return har? Aint that STUPID???

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Well, turns out she's also just ended her five year long relationship a month ago. I was, "Oh!", the same guy in your photo album? yeah, she confirmed... I guess that the reason why i never wanted to go for a photo-shoot with my ex, even though she insisted.
"So what happened?" i ask. Personality-clash was her reply! What??? Only after five years together, then you discover that you guys aren't compatiable?? What rubbish!!! You guys are even living under the same roof. (She stayed at her b/f place). So where are you staying now? i enquired?? I'm still staying at his place.

O_o

"I just don't shared the same room with him anymore." she said.
Isn't it arkward seeing him around after what happened? I asked.
Oh, no lah, he will try to avoid me de....

After all this, i just felt that she is so DAMN childish...and what she said later really confirmed my thinking...

She said, you know how hard is for me(after the breakup)?
Nobody drive me to out to work anymore, i have to walk all the way out the dark alley every morning to take the company transport to work.
He used to "da pao" food for me, but now nobody buy food for me anymore... So many things i have to do myself! I was so dependent on him! And he just left me like this...It so hard...

WTF lah.. Wake up!!! Gal You are responsible for your own life...
If you want to be serve 24/7 by someone, better to get a maid....can serve you more dedicated!!!
Wake up to Reality! please


Gals are just so hard to please....

Random thoughts...

Just back from a gruesome basketball match....
We lost again...
Feel so down...
We couldn't defend as a team...
Neither could we attack as a unit...
there is no corrdination of any sort...
When i talking to my Chartered team-mate, when we were going back together.
I asked him, " How can we expect to win like this?"
Guess what his reply was??? "We are not playing to win in the first place."
I was like ?!!??!!?
If we weren't playing to win, so why bother to play anyway???
Isn't it a waste of time???

I think i'm obsessed with winning... I want to win in anything i play in...
Be it just a friendly match or a match against a lousy team...
I just want to WIN...
I hate that losing feeling....
Especially when the player from the oppsing team says to you, "Hey, good game!!"
I was like....WTF???? How could it be a good game when we lost to your team?
It wasn't as if it was a one-sided contest....but i feel that both sides were evenly matched...
I HATE THIS!!!! I want to start winning some games....
I feel that if we lost too much games, we might actually lose the desire to win anymore....

Now if only i can start applying this to my daily life and not just on playing basketball....
ARGHHhhhhh

Poor Me...

Looking at my bank A/c via internet banking just now....
:,(
Inside really pitiful....so empty....
Realised i spent a bomb on all sort of stuffs just this month...and with pay-day still more than a week away...
Looks like i have to start bring instant Milo and Gardenia bread to work liao... wahahaha

Took some pic of the stuff i got this month....
Heart pain when i look at my bank a/c, but feel so shiok.....when i see my new toys!!!


First, i got this ring at TianPo with Esther and Perene.....

Looks pretty neat!!! I must say....

The white version of this watch is finally back....and without any second thoughts,
i grabbed it the moment i saw it at West Mall....No need to wear the Swatch anymore,
No more memories....

My new Cell phone.... Possibly the most powerful 2G phone currently on the market....
And it MINE!!!! Wahahahahaha

Well, with me changing to a new mobile, you won't expect my younger brother to be lagging behind either..
But what surprised me was, he's willing to settle for such a simple phone after using a N7610...
Strange....

Finally....all my loot for the month....

Please don't envy me...i'm just a poor techie....

Good night...

Chelsea won the Community Shield!!!!

Just back form watching the Community Shield match between Chelsea and Arsenal...
Final score after 92mins....Chelsea won 2-1
Finally they had defeated Arsenal....after 20 years??? Can't remember...
But winning this contest....does it mean that they will also fall into the jinx???
The jinx, whereby the winner of the Shield will not be able to win the Premiership???
I think Chelsea can beat the odds and win all trophies there's to win this season, be it the Fa Cup or The Champions League...
Today have been a wonderful Sunday....
EVerything went well...
Looking forward to the week ahead...hopefully i can get my V3 soon...
And it's back to the school....

The 7th Month....

Today is the first day of the Chinese Ghost Month aka The 7th Month...
Everywhere people is burning incense and burning "paper money"....Wah....
I really wonder if all this "stuff" that they are burning really get to the intended person....

It seems like today is also the month for the Filipino's Fight Club....Why? You ask....
Well, both matches that i played in 2day, almost ended in fight....
In the first match, against a team called St Luica, they were last year champions....but halfway through the match they ended up playing catching up with us, maybe we were playing really well.... I guess playing catching up really frustrate some of the players, afterall they are the champs....not used to be being behind in score...
I also don't know what happen, out of a sudden in the second half....from a off the court incident, they started chasing one of our player and came wallopping.... If you were there, looking at how big size some of the filipinos are...
Man, the way they are throwing their fists... every punch was with full power!!!! Out to kill man!!!

I was like (o.O) ?!!!???, didn't knew what to do and just stood in the middle of the court... Was i supposed to go forward to help stop? Or?? Will i get wacked for nothing???
Anyway both team got suspend by the committee....how are they gonna decide the outcome.... i Don't know....
The result was tied at 62 - 62
Was one of the best match, i played....pity i couldn't finish the match....

The second match was played at the Salvation Army near Bt Timah there... That place was "WOW", a church with all it own facilities, a indoor court, a music school, a theologist school or something.... It's really impressive....
A fight almost broke up there too....but i guess they were more controlled.... in their place of worship i guess....so nothing major happened...

Thinking back to all this things that happen, does fighting solve problems??? Why does people also resort to fighting? Won't it make the situation worse??? I don't know, maybe wallopping the other party does bring some sort of satisfaction...but is it worth it???

Or Filipinos are just violent by nature???

hmmm....

How to pass my chin-up???? Ahhhh

Lousy week....Had three tests and i think i'm probably gonna flunk for all of them....
I'm like a complete blank when i look at the test papers... i think it's my own fault for not checking the school website, whether they had uploaded any past year papers... Hai...looks like i have toput in more effort and try extra hard for the year end exams...

3 more months till my birthday, which means i have to clear my IPPT for this work year....
Alas, i failed in my weakest station(as expected), the chin-up station... I need to do at least 6 chin-ups to pass, but i could only mustered 5 pitiful one...AHHHHH...
But as i least i managed to clear the rest of the static stations and the 2.4km run.... Been so long since i had ran a 2.4.... At Maju camp, i just have to clear only 3 rounds of 800m.... 1st round was fine...2nd round, the lungs still to get tighter...harder to catch my breath... 3rd round was the killer.... luckily with my own stopwatch, i manage to squeeze in a walk here and there...
Timing was 11:15.... Phew, what a relief!!!
Now i have to book for another slot and hopefully i can clear my chin-up...

Saturday....What are you people doing? Out with friends? or your loved one? For me, woke up with a splitting headache.... Accompanied my mum to NTUC to do some goceries shopping... No strength to do anything... gonna rest my tired body, 2 grueing basketball matches back to back tonight... Hope i don't get injured... (touchwood)

My boss had been expectionally nice these couple of months, which really frightens me... but i can't lay on my laurels, and screw something up, i think i got to be extra alert and don't screw anything up.
Haven't seen my senior for 2 weeks already, and tomorrow i'm going to the lab late in the afternoon, don't know what kind if sacaristic remarks she gonna make... She's really a nice person, if only she not so calculative in everthing... Hai!!!

Why do some people think that it's possible to be friends after a relationship? Well, i'm not one of those people for sure!!!!
To whom it may concern, thanks for your concern towards me, but i think you are just wasting your time and effort, cause everything is not the same anymore :) I really don't see the purpose of making all this small talk, asking me about how my life is, how's day was, or whether if i had any stories to share....
No.... i don't have anything to share with you... not anymore, yes, maybe we are friends, so.... went we were together, how do i treat my friends??? I think i don't need to elaborate more....if you are a smart person...
Like i said, you are wasting your time... won't it be better that you spend more time with your new b/f or friends??? Don't tell me you never expect things to be like this when you decided to embark on your new life? :)

Yes, i'm trying to forget you... Cause i loved you so much... So much more then i had realised... But like i said it all doesn't matter anymore.... Be happy and be content with your new life... Pls stay away from me... I'm just a dark spot in your other-wise wonderful life...

MST...

In another few days, mid-semester tests is going to start....
Taking a couple of days away from work to study....
Seriously i haven't done much.... don't know what to study.

So happy for my (younger) brother, seems like he's finally over the stupid gal whom he was head over heels for...
Let's hope it remains this way. She's just another b#$*h toying with his feelings. Really don't understand what took him so long to realised that. I guess the end of my own relationship, somehow shown him that he too can move on from being trap in this endless loop.
Fast-forward to now, it seems like he's surrounded with gals ever since his started his Engineering Course in NYP. Whether he's in his class, or in his swimming CCA.... I'm so envious... And it seems like he really closed with this particular gal in his class... From their conversations, seems like this gal pretty much have a good impression of my brother. But i think he's probably too numb-skulled to realise anything. Wahahahahaha

What's there to look forward too?

These few days i kept asking myself these really dumb questions...
What's am i doing? Why am i here? What purpose do i served?
It's like i'm in the Matrix...am i a real human being? or just another battery

What kind of difference can i make? In my own life and other people's lives?
So confused!!! I feel so aimless...
Like dropping into a bottomless pit, free falling deeper into the void.

Why am i doing this diploma course? What do i hope to achieve?
To earn more money? To go higher up the corporate ladder?
If it's to make more money, i'm sure there's probably faster ways to make money...
To find a better job? Maybe....

When i was attached, i know i have to upgrade myself...so that i can provide my loved one with at least a decent lifestyle
But now i'm all alone...
What the motivation to push myself?
Ask a friend this, her reply was, "That's easy mah, go get yourself a girlfriend lor"

Haha...easier said then done

I think i need to set some sort of goals for myself...but what? Any advice?

Who can give me some answers?

I should be busy revising my notes for the upcoming test, instead i'm wasting my time pondering over all this crap.

What's wrong with me today? Everything is in a blur...
Head feel so empty...i feel so down... must be one of those "lost my mind" day!

Been listening to this song on my ipod....
"No Ordinary Love" by Sade

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling

I'm falling

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling

Chartered Challenge Basketball 2005

Chartered Challenge is a success!!! My team, erm...the team, Barako, that i played in came out top in the chartered challenge...Whoopie!!!!
After 6 hard fought matches...we were crowned CHAMPION!!!
Everything was great, we fought hard, stick to our game plans, played tough defence!!!
Haven't been enjoying such good games, even when i played in the BAS Div games...

We won all the matches, killed off the CSP team, Seven, that beated us last saturday... whacked them hard in the finals!!!
We aren't supposed to lose to them in the first place!!! Guess, we were too complacent.
The filliponoes in the team were great, just that they tend to lose their heads, and start doing silly things.
Good job, Arles, Noel, Marium, Zaldy, Abet and Philips!!! Three cheers to you guys!!!
Felt really good to be in the winning team...to lift the trophy, to have everybody cheering you on... although half the stadium is filled with people from CSP...
I guess that's what basketball is all about, that's the fuel that kept me going!!!!

I have done enough this year for the CSG team...the championship belongs to CSG this year. So i guess i will have to find another challenge next year with another team. :P Think i'm letting this win getting to my head...hahaha

Briused and battered all over... tomorrow it's the start of another new league of games....
the league whereby i can't swear....don't know how i'm going to deal with it.... but i'm not a swearing person, so it's not gonna be that tough...

Another wonderful week ahead i hope....

good night to everybody.....

Just back from lesson today...
Was a pretty lethargic day...didn't really have the 精神 to do anything...
guess i haven't been getting enough sleep for the past 4 days...

Mum shown me a newpaper article on how not getting enough sleep can be harmful to the body. I, too wish that i can have ample sleep every night, but it just can't be help! i guess...

Had two silly pratical test today...one is Micro-controller and the other is Logic design... think i should be able to get some good marks for both of them... Like i said, they are silly, so how hard can they be? :P

Today, someone msg me, asking this:
Hey, how are you? Life is good right? more meaningful than ever? how's ur days so far?

Hmm, if you get do check out my blog regularly, here's my reply to you :)

I'm very fine, thanks for your concern! Appreicate it very much...
Is Life good? I think so, but i'm not getting enough sleep as i just mentioned above. So is that consider good? Well, i don't.
A lot of things depend on how do you view them in life.
I'm just a simple person, so as long i got enough vitamin M, enough sleep and my basketball...i think i'm more or less i'm contented...
How's my days so far? I'm gonna be busy lor!!! Dreadful examinations coming up soon, lots of basketball matches to be played...
So many things, but so little time...and my IPPT also coming soon...NO TIME TO TRAIN!!!

So is my life meaningful? Seriously i don't know... Still looking for somebody whom i can share my joys with... that person can don't share my sorrows lah, i can handle them myself. LOL But it seems like that person is still far far away from me, so she so near me that i never noticed her???

Weird thoughts.....


Hope tomorrow is a sunny day....going to Safra Yishun to swim and work on my tan!!!

Good night, and thanks for reading....

Hmmm...been so busy these days....
First, with the Chartered Challenge going on now... Lost one if the three matches which we were supposed to have won!
Everybody was expecting us to come up tops for our group...

Murphy's law i guess....
Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong....Hahahaha

But this Sat's final will be an exciting one!!! So anybody interested to catch some exciting basketball matches, please drop by at Chua Chu Kang Indoor Stadium!!! Lots of actions!!!!

Got pulled into another basketball league game...this time is a church open league, will be playing at Novena area...
Guess what? First thing i was told, that if i'm playing in a game, i'm not supposed to swear!!! OMG!!! No more "damn" or "shit"
Wah lau... but as Toine said, this league is a notch higher then the current CCK league i'm playing in. Looking forward to playing better players and improving myself both in my skills and mentally awareness....
Just pray very hard that i will not get injured...

Just back from practice with my new team-mates at NIE/SMU....aching all over, been so long since i had a massage.
I miss those nights when 'she' will massage for me, whenever she stayed over... Haha... Nevermind, can also go to a proper spa for a good swedish massage...

Ahhh....2 days away from the office....felt so good!!! Maybe i should do this more often...Now that i have completed the Basic Execl course, hopefully i can get to enrol in the other topics...

Learnt several new handy shortcuts when i'm using Execl, never knew that it could be so easy...
Overall, it's pretty interesting, but most of the things i learnt before already, so most of the time i was surfing the net!! Hahahaha
Also this is the first time i had a proper conversation with HG... In company, the most i said to her was either "Hi" or "Good morning" She seems like a pretty nice lady, but i guess i don't work under her, so i can't really comment.... I think it's better that things remain as it is this way...

After the external course ended, i headed straight to school....took bus 14 instead of the usual bus 106, wah...seems like forever...make me feel like vomitting....Yes, i admit!!! I get car-sick easily....
As i was in school way ahead of time for the lesson, i decided to go to the study area to surf the net on my lappie to kill some time...
That was when i saw her...Sitting at one of the bench with a fren of hers...i think they are studying or something. And so unfortunately she glanced in my direction...i'm sure she saw me.... I'm sure it was her....the blonde-dyed hair of hers....

I hate it!!! A few days ago, i have decided that i will just forget her existence totally and get on with my life...
Oh God, why do you want to make fun of me like this?? It's bad enough that you make her reply my sms messages with mono-pharse replies. It's bad enough that you make her doesn't want to go out with me... And now when i have finally set my mind on forgetting her...You just have to let me see her in person??? Why? Is this a test or a cruel joke??? I'm so weak....

Just like Joel said in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"Why do i fall in love with every woman i see, who shows me the least bit of attention?"

Yes, i like her ever since i met her so long ago...but things had changed...

Life really sucks...

another weird idea....

After i have done scuba-diving....
I chance upon another website, offering sky-diving....
Should i even think about it???
So who's game????

Hmmm.....
Can't sleep, although i have to work tomorrow, just feel that the 2 days break is never enough.... Time just whizz by....before you know i, it's back to work and back to lessons....
Everything is so routine....and what the hell is wrong with the gals i know???
I'm just a simple guy who want to go out...that's all!!! What i get?? No replies after smsing her, or just mono-phrase replies from another....Why is it so hard???
I know i'm lacking in the looks department, but beside that i'm just an ordinary guy! I would eat you up....ARGHHHH...it's so frustrating....

I hate all this....

I'm back from Pulua Aur

Before i say anything...here are some nice scenery to begin with;








Cool right??? And the best thing about thise place? There isn't a telco base station! So no need to worry about the boss calling you up for work!!! Wahahahaha

Yes, the short weekend was spent on the island Pulua Aur for my PADI Open Water ScubaDiving Couse.
After a whole week of intense thoery and pool sessions. We (my buddy, JL and Me) are ready to face the depth of open water!!!

After an agonising 8 hour on both bus and boat. We got to P. Aur! Phew! What can i say about the place? Everything was superb!!!! Although lodgging could be better, but what the heck, we were there to dive not to enjoy the bunk!!

I have never snorkel before in my life...never really been to a bench resort beside Bintan, so i could never really comprehend how beauitful the underwater world is....And with the first of the five open water dive there.... i was like "Wow", i so want to do it again....

It's like a drug!!! Everything was so pretty, the corals was a beauty, the fishes are pretty....everything is so Zen in there...all peace and quiet. (beside the occasional tinking sound made by the instructors) You just have to fin your way around, and keep your eyes open to all the beautiful sights....

Most importantly!!!! I'm now a PADI certified openwater scubadiver!!!! WAhahahahaha....
How cool can it get??? What i need now is lot of diving kakis to go dive with me......And lots of vitamin M :(

Kinda broke for the month, but i really enjoy myself....
This is something i always dreamt about doing, and i have done it!!!! A pat on the back to myself!!!! :)
So happy but freaking tired!!!!

Think i will end this entry here, with this.....hee hee hee

Sometimes I wonder if I should have keep mum about my failed relationship. Yeah, I feel better with people around u, encouraging u, tellin u 2 move on, feel good about yourself...blah blah...etc

But why do I get e feeling tat i'm being joked abt? Am I petty? Or just thinking too much?

Why do people always try 2 link me up with stuff tat doesn't concerns me?
Yeah..."I'm single, but i'm nt tat desperate 2 get settle with just any gal!"

Example, new gal join my department. So? Seriously I don't really care if she's 18 or 35. Whether she's single or attached? This and that! "I DON'T CARE!!"

So what if she's single and fits everything tat I look 4 in a gal? I always believe in tis, "Don't shit at where you eat!!" Don't want to change the only place where I can have some peace (provided my boss and seniors don't give me shit) into a place of unpleasant memories if things goes wrong....

Shitty thoughts....Argh

dream....

i not much of a dreamer...at least most of the time i can't remember what i dreamt of...
But last night, i had the longest dream, although i only slept 6 hr but the dream was like the whole day!! i guess time doesn't exist when you are in dreamland....
what did i dreamt about? I dream about her. Yes, someone whom i should be forgetting... But everything is so vivid.

She was wearing the most beautiful white top that i had gotten her... her long flowing hair, which she haven't dyed and permed before. With a short demin skirt...she look prefect!!! You look really beautiful, Darling!! That what i said to her in my dream.
When we were together, i never really commented much on how she looked, how she dresses... she was always beautiful in my eyes. But i guess all women need some kind of assurance, doesn't matter if it necessary or not... wahahahaha

Time spent when we were in each other's arms...just close to each other, flesh to flesh...i could just smell her hair...everything was so clear...it didn't seem like a dream at all...What we chatted about was not important...what matter was we were in each other's company...she would just lie in my arms, although that will make my arm numb, but i didn't mind! IF that's wat she wanted, i will do that for her....I didn't want to wake up....

But....

I asked myself why am i having this dream??? Isn't it all over? Wasn't i supposed to totally forget that she ever existed in my life? The pain that now she's gone kept surfacing to my head. i don't understand why...

Life is starting to get bored i guess....


But why i miss her is not because i'm bored or whatever... I just miss the times we had...
If only....there was a time machine... if only...

GSS

Great Singapore Sale....
Have anybody found any great bargains?? Please let me know okay?? I admit, i'm a shopping freak...
I'm a guy who like to shop...but like most guys, we shop specifically.(at least that what i do)
but as the years pass by, seems like there isn't much stuff to look forward too. And the stuffs that are on sale, still require lots of Vitamin M, which i don't have a lot :( That SUCKS!!!

Anybody can tell me how to get more Vitamin M, Think i really need more of that!!! Wahahahahaha
Most people buy ToTo or 4D....but i don't do that! Hmmm...looking at the amount of money my parents throw in every month in hope of winning something... really turn me off.... I think, over the year the amount probably add up to a 10 of thosand...and what are the return they got back?? Probably less then 10K.....

Looking forward to the diving trip...

Lake Toba...Wonder how is the place like...Heard my tution teacher talked about it before... It's supposed to be a very beautiful place. But with all the recent earthquake and the rumor that Lake Toba might actually erupt after being dormant for so long...
Hmmm.....exotic place laced with danger.....sound pretty cool...

This had been a long week…one more day till my off-day…
Looking forward to it…

The new gal has finally appeared!!! Well, she looks like a simple gal… very decent looking gal… Long hair, slim body… not those “WOW” may I know you type of gal… didn’t have much chance to talk to her….
Well, the good thing is Huiyi now has a partner….

The smurf village just added another smurfette…. Wahahaha

Apple Computer Inc. just announces on Monday that they are going to switch over to using Intel processor, instead of the good old IBM PowerPC processor… Mixed feelings in all the forums that I been too. Is it for the best or worst? I guess only time will tell!

Do you...

have a classmate that you hate???

Well, i have!!! Things were pretty alright in the first year that we were together...
To the rest of the class, we were like this two being from another planet...
We had great rapport, we can do presentation stuffs really well! (i admit he's a notch above me)
But lately...it's kinda annoying with somebody like him around me...

Things that he say really annoy the hell out of me....
eg.
"Dont you think it's a waste of time getting the diploma??"
"So are you still at that mindless job that doesn't require you to do any sort of thinking?"
"Why is the Maths Lecturer teaching so slow?"
"Why can't i get exemption for this module?"

First to answer all this question of yours!!!!
If getting this diploma is such a waste of time, why are you even here? Quit the course and go do something else!!! If you are so smart, why don't you complete all your crap in the first go instead? Why are you even with us??? C'mon!!! Be realistic, just because you are smarter than most of us in the class, doesn't entitle you to be saying all this crap!!!

Secondly, what i do is totally none of your business!! Yes, i admit my job is crap...unlike you, who is doing some stuff that's related to what we are studying. So??? Just mind your own bloody business... Ever heard the saying "Silence is gold?"

Thirdly, Yes, the maths lecturer is slow in his teaching, why? Because most of us are slow learners. If we are so smart, we won't be attending the night classes already!!! If you think the lecturer is slow, take my advice then, come later....maybe you can reach the class at about 9pm??? 1/2 hr before the lesson is over and when you are here....just shut your trap and do the tutorials quietly...OKAY??? F$%K

Lastly, Why can't you get any exemption for the modules?? Well, i don't know! Maybe you can just approach the head of the department and have a good discussion with him/her...hopefully he/she can give you a answer!


WTF!!!! Just because you are the first person i spoke to on the first day of the course, doesn't mean i have to listen to all your stupid whining...Grow up...and get a life!!! Can't you get the message that i'm trying to keep away from you??? I don't want you to sit beside me and start to make snide remarks of the other classmate, and yes, i do want to listen to the lecture!!!



Don't think he will get to read this...but i just want to get it out of my system....

So anybody had such a classmate?? How the F$%K do you deal with them???
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! STUPID ASSH#$E!!!



CAn't sleep....don't know why, maybe it's the cup of teh ping i had during dinner...
And i got to be up at 6.30 later. :(



KKK, you didn't miss anything, although you couldn't make it out for the PC Show...it's crap...
Let's hope the Comex at the next quarter will be a decent one...

And my new friend didn't turn up...she had something on... Disappointed? A little...
But so what?? Just a friend.... Hope whatever she had on, went fine...

my day...

3rd of Jun is a special day...if things didn't went wrong.
It's marks the 6th anniversary of a relationship.... but reality always differ from what you think and what you want...
Everything changes...the only thing that doesn't change is change itself.


............



Sort of cleared up the problem at work after talking to JJ, guess what she said was right afterall. what difference does it make???
None!! And i might have better opporunities if i stay at where i am..
That is one thing out of my head....

...........


When is Father's Day har??? Is it this weekend or the coming one??? Anybody can tell me please!!!


.........


Went to swimming at Yishun Safra, my first time there...pretty decent setup, looks like i'm going to visit there more often, when i got the at 8am, there wasn't much people around expect a LOT of AUNTIES!!!! WTH!!!! Really make me sian -_-'
What to do? I guess all the bikini babes are still in the beauty slumber. Wahahahaha....
The good thing is, with nothing much to see, i could actually concentrate on actually finish my targeted 20 laps...
Read the morning papers by the poolside, had a go at the powerful jacuzzi jet...really shiok...
Went to wash up at around 9.30 to get ready for the my massage at the Raintree Spa which is also located in Yishun Safra....
Been a long time since i had a nice massage... Which remind me of a ad i saw in the paper...
Tiger Airways is offering tio fly to Bangkok or Hatyai @ only S$118 and it includes accomadations!!!
Looks like a trip back to either place is not a bad idea!!! Anybody interested???
Personally i refer Hatyai....things are cheaper there, And i can stock up on Adidas stuffs when i'm there...
It' all geninue and it's dirt cheap!!!!

I WANT TO GO!!!!!!


Okay back to the massage. After i got changed into my short, the massager took me to the room, she introduced, "This is our couple room, next time you can bring your girlfriend with you!" I was like, "Erm, Sorry auntie! I got no girlfriend leh, you want to introduced one to me har?" And the auntie replied, "The front desk manager (the gal whom i registered with before i got changed) lah, She's still single!!" I was o_o
Wah nowadays they not only massage, they also provide match-making services leh....really multi-tasking leh!!!
Anyway, back to the massage, it was pretty good, been a while since my last massage at Great World City...Felt refreshed when i came out of the room...Took a rest, drank some tea and left the place...

...........

Brought lunch home, for my mum and me, mum is down with fever and she's coughing really bad. And it seems like there's nothing i can do to ease her pain... Hai...i'm a lousy son...

Day ended with the night class in campus!!! Finally got my iBook setup to surf wirelessly!!!! Which means i can....surf in campus anytime i want!!! WAhahahahahahaha...

Looking forward to tomorrow, going to the PC Show 2005 with JL and KKK, meeting LL up to jalan jalan...and finally meeting a new friend of mine...Hopes everything turn out the way they should be....

Sad...

Why? the new gal didn't turn up again....Seems like i'm having lots of expections of the new gal...wahahahaha
What if she doesn't turn out to be what i expect her to be? So what if she turns out to be a out of this world angel???
What does it got to do with me? Why am i so looking forward??? WHY????


No lah..... just hoping to see something new, beside all the new GUYS around me...wahahahaha

Faced with a dilemma.... work related dilemma.... How? Should i even consider what PR said???
:( It will be something new to try, and i guess the pressure won't be so heavy, as i won't be dealing with something very expensive... and a under a better boss... Wahhhhhh....

Thanks to JL, there's something to look forward too this coming Aug....
So if everything turns out as plan... we will probably return with the proper certification right???

So let's see.....

Proper certification = able to dive

A person who is able to dive is = diver

I am from the RSN = Navy

So when you combine both, you get.....









Navy Diver.......


Wahahahahahahahaha..........




think too much liao......

I hate HER!!!

Argh....going to have a nervous breakdown soon...
What is HER problem??? Why Must she have to be so KAN CHEONG about everything? If people want to delay giving us the lot, SO BE IT lah!!!! Why do you have to make a mountain out of a molehill??? Are you really so Free???
C'mon lah... Why don't you just sit down and relax a bit. Maybe you won't be having all this leg aching problems!!!

I just can't stand HER style of working... Yes, i know that we have to be responsible when it comes to work. But not like this!!!

I really hate it whenever i have to see Her at the start of the week!!!! And now it seems like i have to see Her throughout all her working days. Oh...F&#$!!!

Now i know why most people doesn't really like HER... not only does she make comments that is based on her own gathering... I finally understand why people always ask me to be careful of what i do... You might get shot in the back, if you are not careful!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..... And seems like i have to bear with all this until next year, Jan, seriously can't see how i can do that.



School was disappointing....the new girl didn't turn up... maybe she's shy??? Wahahahahaha...
Great to see all the guys back in campus... Looks like we have to grind our teeth through this semester!!!!
6 xiao liao (kids, at least they look kiddy to me) join our class for this new module, Microcontroller...
What's worst?? The 6 newbie are all guys....WTF!!!!

As for the new lecturer, he's from his Thailand, as i suspected... Can't really get anything he's mumbling about. Luckily i had my bound notes with me... Looks like this module is easy enough... just know to understand the concept, and i think i will be fine...


Looking forward to today.... maybe the new girl will actually turn up... Just hope that she is what all the guys expects!!! If not?
It's gonna be another boring semseter....

After tonight....

i'm going back to school, offically school has started...
no more time to watch TV, and i'm going start walking like a zombie along the company's corridors again... hahaha
okay, i will try not too... wait i kena "mark" by YC....wahahahahaha

Everything is going fine... no more public hoildays in sight until August.... looks like it gonna be a long start to the term...

Anybody interested to catch the LOTR Marathon with me??? I hope there are still places...last time i check, there are still a number of vanceies...
Invited a friend whom i think is a LOTR fanatic...but she just couldn't make up her mind... women...fickle-minded!!! :(

Hai... thinking of doing some stuffs that can drastically change my lifestyle... don't worry!!! I'm not going to do durgs or something crazy....

Just wanna get out of this boring life....work, go home, eat, watch tv....surf net, check mail....feel so trapped!!!!!

Help me!!!!

Wahahahaha....

Q: Why do people save??? For the future?? For getting stuff they want? i always ask myself why i save... I just can't came up with an answer.... whhahahaha....

today.....busy busy

Today is my second off day... Wanted to sleep in late and get myself prepared for the FFBL match tonight...
Alas i wasn't able too... Waken up by my mum at around 8:45am, she was asking me if i had got the free radio clock that came along with the new cordless phone she brought at Courts recently. I told her, "No, i haven't went to redeem it yet!", "Can i do it next week?" She replied, "the offer is only until the 31st of May, and they are only open till 1.30pm today."

Looks like i have to go down then...but i'm so freaking tired!!! I only slept at 5am... after talking with LL on the phone...

Headache.... Don't think i can rely on my brother to go... he's so damn LAZY!!!!! I hate that....

I lazied for half an hour, washed up, called the place to confirm if they are really open and if there is any more radio clock for me to redeem, don't want to waste the trip down if it's all given out.

The lady sounded rather nice.... Left my name with her, so that she will know that i'm the guy who is without a warrenty card.

Took the mrt to Orchard....walked to the building, reached the 3rd floor where the office is.... the recepetion was empty...
The lady came out, looks like a twenty plus year old gal to me, had a really sweet voice, bad complexion though, tried to hide it with make-up...

She was really sweet... I think i should have ask her for a number or something... But i didn't!! I just hestiated... And i left...

I don't know why i had these sort of thoughts... Maybe i'm getting desperate.... Maybe i just want any Mary, Nancy or Lucy...
I don't know...
Why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention???

...............................................

Met up with JR at Orchard again, we are going for dinner together before we head to the FFBL match at Unity Sec Sch.
Just walk aimlessly from the mrt, through Wisma, through Taka... headed to Herren....
And JR's g/f was in the area and wanted to drop by before meeting up with her friends for dinner...
What a nice gal... Lucky JR... I guess it was right for him the give up the previous relationship to be with this gal...
I suggested to have dinner at NYDC, but the one at WheelLock Place was damn packed and we gave up waiting in the queue and settle for Sushi instead....

Think i ate too little... I'm so hungry now... How i wish i have somebody to cook for me now... Any takers??? Whahaha

Think once i dozed off to dreamland, i won't feel hungry anymore...

As for the FFBL match...Yup we won!!!! so it's been 3 wins since the opening defeat by last year champions....Let's just hope the team can keep up the good work!!!!

Company Gathering at some ulu place near sembawang beach

Wah... all the people there are drinking freak!!!!!!!!!! drink and drink.... i think next time, we just skip the food, just make sure we have enough barrels of beer and enough cases of wine instead!!!!! wahahahahaha
The BBQ food was really nice, had lots of pork chop, satays and sambal sting ray....
The atmosphere was not bad either, with the stait of johor just beside us....
Pity that not all of the people from REL could make it to the gathering, i think it will be even more fun!!!
Looking forward to next year promtional treat i guess...

Congrats to Jonny, Esther, Pee Ya , Irene and other that i can't remember, whom all got promoted!!!! thanks for the meal...

After all the drinks... feeling a bit tipsy.... My brother wanted to catch the movie ,Madagascar
I think i can still make it true the whole movie, and i did!!!! Sorry JL....i'm strong!!! Hahahahaha
It's a really funny movie, although it doesn't have any logic...it's just pure entertainment!!!
Watching the Alex the Lion in action, Marty the Zebra, yearning to return to the Wild, Melman the giraffe that is always sick, and Gloria the Hippo, who represent the new age woman among the four... The most funny characters must be the penguins.... How they hijack the ship, brought to the Antrantica, only to find the place totally sucks!!!! Hahahahaha

I just love cartoons.... what is it with people who give me the "will you grow up" look when i mentioned that i keep track of certain cartoons... What's wrong with a young adult like me watching cartoon.... I enjoy watching cartoons!!!! So the rest of those people who think i'm childish watching cartoons, you can keep your thoughts or opinions to yourself!!!

And, had a late night chat with my good friend, LL, i just hope you figure out whatever you need to figure out....
Avoiding the problem doesn't solve anything... Yes, i sound naggy.... but i only say all this cause you are my best friend!!!

Good night!!!!

Liverpool won the European Champions League Cup...

WTF!!!! How could this even happpen? What happened to AC Milan???? They were up 3 - 0 just before half time!!!!
How in the world did Liverpool came back with 3 goals and tied the match, still undecided after extra time! And with Jerzy Dudek doing the wobbly legs stunt to deny Shevchenko during the penalty shoot out....

ARGHHHHHH..... I guess Yap is a happy man when he learn about the results....certainly something wonderful for him to cheer about his forsolondunderachieving liverpool....wahahahaha...

Oh not for getting JR, the die hard liverpool fan too.... I guess even a dog will get it's lucky day...

Hangover....slept till 11am....sun is really shining on my butt....everything seems so unreal....luckily, i took the day off from work....if not, i won't know how i'm gonna coped at work...

Nothing much....just when to town to collect my altered jeans (no more super loose, gonna slide down my butt jeans anymore)
went shopping, brought a couple of t-shirts....with rather "special" wordings....I LIKE!!!!

tired....

Why do people can't forget??? The people i'm referring to are a some friends of mine. Why are they even doing things that they are not suppose to do? When both of them are happily (i think) attached with somebody else??? Don't they know that what they are doing or even trying to do....could end up getting 4 people hurt??? Is it worth it??? I ask myself.... I guess i can't give a answer, because such thing never happen to me before. But if you are with somebody, at least don't do anything behind their back... it's wrong... no doubt about it... Saying that you are confuse or it's just the alcohol, doesn't give you any right to even try such things...

I believe there is not absolute right or wrong about the things that you want to do, but you must be able to bear the consenqences of your actions....

Like my dad always tells me, Think before you do anything!!! Don't end up regretting what you did!!!

Pity, i 领悟 all this too late, thus i'm now struggling at both my job and studies...

That's life i guess....you only learn when you make mistakes...

Happy Birthday Kent

Tonight is Kent's 26th birthday and as usual he is celebrating at zouk again. The crowd started to come in only after 11 plus. Kinda feel very out of place with all the 19, 20 yrs old around me... And those that came with him are his younger colleagues, who are taking this chance to make him drink and drink...
Just like last year, by around 12 plus, he is feeling drunk and i had to accompany him out of the club to get a breather...
And it is there,i see first-hand how being drunk can entitled u to some sort of handy-panky... how you can just throw any form of inhibitions out of the window and end up hugging or doing stuff that you shouldn't be doing. Of course, i'm not refering to myself, i admit i drink a lot too (lots of vodka ribena), but i was just "high". Wow, 酒后真的会乱性吧!!! It's either people these days are getting more and more liberal, or i'm damn conservative.....hahaha

the atmosphere was starting heating when i left at around 1:45am... I had to leave, because i want to catch the final match of the Champion league between Liverpool and AC Milan...

Been a long while, since i had such late nights....hahaha...

And sorry to hear that you lost your stuff, Jianrong.... Hope some kind soul at least give you back your IC, or something!!!

Stop here now, the match is commencing now!!!!

I'm sick...

I'm down with a flu, or something i guess...
when i woke up this morning, i was aching all over, and i'm left with only the left side of my nose to breathe...
Wah....so uncomfortable....too much late nights, really taking the toll on me, looks like i'm getting old...

Still i got to drag myself of my bed, into shower, and off to work...got to save some money and see the company doctor instead! Wait if i go to see a doctor outside and get a MC, people will start to say stuff behind the back...
I really wonder if they have anything to gain by back stabbing people??? Or is it just the thrill or joy if doing such stuff that excite them??? Anyway, i don't think i'm that sick enough to get a MC lah... Just felt very very tired. I guess i just need to be more careful in the stuff that i do today.

Finally got my almost full collection of Stephen Chow's movies...Thanks to GF for bring it back for it...Think i'll have a good time watching all of Stephen Chow's classics....

Nowadays less and less people come for the weekly basketball session near my block... No more challenge... but it's good to just purely sweat everything out... and mix around with the uncles... Haha

Getting sleepy after eating the medicine.... but i thought the nurse said they are all non-drowsy one????
Bluff people one....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I chose to forget, I want to forget and Yes, i mind!!!

Weird title for my entry?? but i think it's the only right that say this again.
It's meant for anybody who can grasp the meaning of it...

I had a wonderful time last night, lazing around at home with the company of my dad, mum and brother. it's been a long time since everybody is present for dinner. (my family rule! Everyone must sit at the dining table for dinner) Yes, i'm a very homely person. Although my mum can be nagging at me or my brother all the time, but we are pretty much immune to it and just treat it as though she's singing her heart out... I hope that my new SO will be able to be like me and spend sometime with my family... Talked to my mum, about how and what she actually did, in certain ways, added pressure to my past relationship.

Nothing much to grumble about...it's just a causal sunday...

Yeah, take care of yourself, Janice...

Vesak Day....

Today is Vesak Day. Also a public holiday, which means i don't have to go to work, althought half the people in singapore also don't work on Sun. It's just one of the lucky long weekend i have, since i switch to the sunday swing shift system.

Just couldn't climbed out of bed, last night warcraft session with my brother. Been so long since i played that game, and honestly i suck at it now... i can't even win my brother!!! And with the practise he is getting (lazing around at home all the time)better and better... I am so envious of him. At least he still can't win me in basaketball! I still have i can haolian to him... hahaha

Woke up at 10am after the non-stop nagging by my mum, who insist that i wake up to eat the vegetarian bee hoon she had brought. I really hate it!!! I'm like going 25 year old, and i'm still treated like a kid by her. Yeah, people will scold me and say that i'm 生在福中不知福...where to find a mum so good??? who get breakfast for her son so early in the morning!!! you are such an ungrateful brat!!!

But, But...if i'm hungry, i can go get my own breakfast...i have no problem with that! If i don't feel like getting breakfast, then i just wait to noon time and get brunch altogther... i don't see what's the fuss is about.

Anyway i appreciate what you have done! Mum...

Up so early, i read the morning papers, nothing much beside Asernal clinching the FA Cup!!! Surf the net, cleared some annoying emails...

Since i'm going to be meeting up my poly classmates for dinner at the Herren Marche @ 5pm, i decided that it's time i bring that pair of over-sized Levi's jean i got at a really cheap price and get it alter before it just slide of my hip one day, it's like 2 inch extra on the side, and with me slimming down during these 2 months... better to get it done!!! So i went to Far East Shopping Centre, don't really like to go there. But no choice, after checking out some forums online, the two place that does prety neat job in altering jeans is either at FESC or QWSC(queensway shopping centre). Going to QWSC alone is so far, so FESC is the best option. Got there, walked around looking for a decent looking shop, found 1 and was told to collect it next week. (keeping my finger cross, hope they can do a good job... Cos that jean happened to be in my design and cutting)

After settling the jeans issue, i still left with an hour++ till i meet up with the guys. Feeling hungary, i went to the Mac at Shaw House Shopping Centre, grab a burger and did some net surfing to kill time.

Around 4.45pm, i start to make my way to Herren, along the way...so many pretty faces all over the streets...been a while since i actually strolled so leisurely... missing all the views. Hahaha...

Got to Herren at 5pm, but as expected none of the guys are there yet! What the hell is wrong with people this day? Why can't they be punctual? Is it really that difficult??? I hate people who are late!! But i guess there's nothing i can do either beside swearing at them in my mind. Wahahaha

Around 30 minutes later, all the guys arrived and we started our feasting... I had a beer, a pork chop, a bowl of vegie and finally the ice-cream dessert!!! Updated each other while we are eating, moaned that school is gonna start in a week time...Jeffery got a new job, in a company that service Fujistu laptops!!! Wow!! Now i know who to look for if i want to get Fujistu lappie.

We left marche at about 7pm and head towards Wisma as Jeffery wanted to get a pair of leather shoes at Bettle Bug, the sale gal is really pretty...hahaha

Got his shoes, we just went our separate ways...

Rest of the night was spent surfing, clearing my unusually messy table, waiting for a friend to chat online... Boring...

So tired... thinking i'm getting old...wahahaha

As promised i will now continue the second part,
I got home around 2 plus, took a bath and straight away i'm on my bed...off to meet miss zhou!!! lol
I sort of lost track of whatever is going on in the house, until 7 plus, my brother knock on my room's door to wake me up to have dinner... Fish porridge was served for dinner with beancurd....

My plan for the night was to head on down to CHIMJES to catch the FA Cup final between Asernal and Man U, but as i was tired and lazy to change into something decent to head on down to town area, i opt for the next available option, which was to go the ex Yishun Seafood compound and catch the 'Live' match there instead...

we got there around 9.30 and was really lucky to find a half table available, the other half were occupied ny two uncles drinking beer... i got to see first-hand how the two uncles actually flirted (hmm..can i use that word) with the 啤酒 mei... Aiyoh, so old like still must give the gal such a different time....
Just made some small talk with them...about the soon to be broadcast match, about NS...blah blah
Ordered lot of food, rojak...BBQ chicken wings, oyster egg...and lot of tea...and lemon tea for my brother...

At 10pm, the match commenced!!! Man Utd was taking the game to Asernal, and was very unlucky to not get anything from all their attacks. Alas the match ended in a draw by full-time, and also a draw after 30 minutes of extra-time...
Everything was to be decided by penalty kick....
Paul Scholes's shot was SAVED by Lensman and Asernal won the FA Cup...Leaving Man Utd third in the Perimership with no silverware of any kind. In short, this is a distasteous season for them!!! (p/s: i'm not a fan of either team)

By the time everything ended and walking home with my bro, we got back at around 2 plus in the morning...

Took a shower... And i played Warcraft with my brother till.....i can't remember the time...and just dozed off in bed.

Life is good...

With barely 3 hrs of sleep, i woke up from the cold hard floor in one of TK's new room. I'm a early bird! I hate to be queuingand rushing with people for the toilet, especially early in the morning. So i chose to woke up at 5.15am. TK was already up, i think he is more nervous then me. Who am i kidding? Of cos, he is....erm...no, he SHOULD be!!! It's a day where nothing is supposed to go wrong!!! Didn't know what he had to do waking up so early. I only know that all the stuff that he is required to do is instructed by the elders...

As time passes by, more of the 'brothers' turn up, JL also got ready. MT, KK and 医生 along with another two of TK's friends and TK's brother. Flumbled with all sort of stuff, we finally set off to the bride's place at 7am. KK, aka finance minister of the day, handle all the ang pows, and 医生, aka time keeper of the day, who will be in hand to make sure we do know miss the right 时程.

When we reached the bride's place...as expected, the bride's 'sister' changed and added additional lock to the main door. Well, the games/test begins. TK was to answer a series of questions set by his bride and each wrong question will set him back by 8 bucks...the questions range from from the bride palm size (how do you measure one's palm size??), what she likes, what TK did wrong on their first date (details i shall not reveil, hahahaha) etc....

But that's not all... the 'sisters' dished out a plate of frog legs...appranently, TK doesn't take frog legs... so as 'brother' we help him finish some and dump the rest into the rubbish chute..LOL Next, the 'sisters' wants us 'brothers' to get in touch with our feminine side. They gave us a bottle of nail paint and they expect to see exactly 45 paint nails.....which for TK's sake, we did it, Poor MT was the only one with fully painted nails....

After all this the 'sisters' finally are ready to open the main door, but they had 'forgotten' where the keys are.... But after much persuarion and bargainin by the finance minister, KK. The 'sisters' relented and open the main door...
Once inside, we still have the bedroom door to deal with... TK was ask to declared his love in various language and to sing a song...proving his undying love for the bride. ( that is so SWEET) And with the last ang bao stuffed under and through the bedroom door, the door finally opened and TK went in to get his bride!!!!

Till here, the most important thing has been accomplished!!! Rest of the day was very standard SOP stuff, shuttling between the TK's family house in bukit batok for the tea ceremony, took some photo at Seletar Resvoir, back to TK's place and back to the bride's place for another round of tea ceremony. And everything is done!!!!

I wish all the best to TK and his wife, ML and have a great honeymoon @ Australia

I'm so tired... i wonder how my day will be like if i got married one day...when everything be as fun, (erm, don't think i shuld use fun here, but can't think of anything else) hectic??? But if you get to spend the rest of your life with somebody you love, i think all this is worthwhile, after all, you only do all this once in your lifetime...

This super long post is only half done!!! Will updated and finish the second half later...

Today is my off-day. Feeling restless to do anything, wanted to wake up at 7am to go swim at the Yishun Safra Club, but even when the alarm clock went off, I still couldn’t wake up. So I just gave up the idea of going for a swim… Just one of my excuses….

Didn’t had anything to do, just lazied around and surf the internet for the whole morning. till my mum woke up and insisted that I accompany her to NTUC and have lunch with her. We just didn’t know what to eat. Probably both of us are totally sick and tired of the food Kopitiam has to offer. And since we didn’t know what to eat? We just settle for KFC, which happen to be one of her favorite. She had the OR fillet burger, while I had the Zinger burger. Just chatted with her what I was going to be doing today and tomorrow.

Today I’m caught Star Wars Episode III with JL at Causeway Point. The movie was really good!!! The visual effect was really great!! Light-saber fighting was at its best. And the show really tied up lot of loose ends. I really like the scenes where you can see the inner struggle that anakin skywalker have to deal with! How he felt so helpless when facing thing that he can't control!! Cool!!!

After the movie, we met up with FP for the Sakae Sushi Buffet. Didn’t ate much, 3 head, only finished 20 plus plates…pathetic… Maybe the three of us just have small stomach, so we could only eat so little. Hahahaha But I really had a good time chatting with them and having sushi.

Good new!!! Chartered finally pass the Stupid TS audit… So no more stupid last minutes faking about everything. Which I feel it’s a joke. But as what everybody told me, it’s the same everywhere. It doesn’t matter!!! Audit is audit!!!

After dinner, the three of us slowly walk to TK’s place where JL and me is going to be spending the night there! Why? Because, tomorrow we are going to be one of his “brother” for his wedding!!! Whole new experience for me!!! Anyway, when we got there, TK’s brother, Stanley, was with him. We chatted, look through his photo album. Nice album by the way!!! Wonder if next time, mine will be as nice as his???

Next JL and me left for FP’s place which was just couple of stone throw (LOL) away. We just had red wine. Correction!! JL and me had a few glass of red wine while FP just took a few sip!!! Why like that one!!! Tonight seems to be the night where I had the most amount of red wine ever!!! Felt really shiok…maybe I should be doing this more often!!! Think I got a bit tipsy, but not drunk ☺

While drinking away, I got to look at FP’s wedding album, which was just a nice as TK’s. I’m so envious… even though I’m the kind of guy who shuns taking photographs. Maybe when I find the right gal, I will just throw my hesitation away and just into the studio with her and get snappy away… Hahaha

Talk about all the lousy, the funny, the sad, and crazy stuff in life with them. Maybe it’s just the alcohol, or maybe I just want to be heard… glad to have friends like them!!

By the time JL and me got back to TK’s place, it’s like near 2am already. Quickly washed up and get some sleep for TK’s BIG day tomorrow, or should I say today??

Ever been hit on by a gal?

No, I don’t mean getting hit or slapped by a gal for no apparent reason. It’s more of a gal making some form of small talk or flirting with you. At least that how I felt when this new gal talked to me yesterday while I was waiting to collect a certain lot. It is possible that I’m thinking too much too! Such things never happened to me before, so I really don’t know…

She just hinted that she comes over to Singapore very often, even on her off-days; ask if I’m interested to meet up (She isn’t local). Even when I told her that it’s quite unlikely that we could meet up. She even ask me for my number (which I didn’t gave). She asked if I had a g/f, and when I told her I just came out of a relationship, she comment that, “Like me, single-hood is good also mah!!!” I was like…erm…erm!!!

Either I’m thinking too much (a tendency that I have all the time), or I should have asked her for a number or something. Ha ha ha ha…

Today we went out to Causeway Point for lunch in a LORRY, yes, your eyes are not playing trick on you. A LORRY!!! Guess who drove it?? CW aka 医生, which is so funny… the only person sitting in front with CW is KP, as she’s pregnant, can’t expect her to be climbing up the back of the lorry. Along with EY, JL, Yap and me we sat on the back of the lorry. Along the way, it started pouring…DAMN, so we had no choice but to alight at the nearest bus stop and catch a bus to Causeway Point instead…what a joke!!!


Today is the last day, Ah Ben is gonna be in Singapore. He is returning to Sarawak with his wife and daughter. For how long? He didn’t say. Just mention that his wife doesn’t really like the lifestyle here, which I can’t disagree… Living in Singapore is really more hectic than expensive. As compared to living in Malaysia, life is definitely less expensive and less hectic. With a 1k plus salary, you can drive a car already… In Singapore, sure you can drive a car, in your dreams…

Star Wars is opening on the 19th of May….Finally!!!

Brian's brain been down for a couple of day...maybe it's the aftermath of something that happen over the weekend!!
Maybe the healing and forgetting will really begin now...Which is a good thing :-)

Thanks TK for inviting me to be one of your "brothers". Looking foward to whatever that is going to happen on that day. I think it's gonna be a new and fun experience for me. Hahaha...

Over the weekend, the FFBL game was a big win for us!!! Think i got at least 20 pts in the game, this probably goes down as one of my best game of my "career" :P Hope the next game in 2 week time i can perform just as well. As they old saying, "when you lose something, you probably will gain something else where"

Two more weeks and the new term is gonna start again...and it's gonna be 4 days, a week...and all the subjects are taught by male lecturers....Arghh....life is gonna be so boring :'(
Yup life is sure gonna be hectic! But i think i'm gonna be happy...

4 days till Ahhhhhhhh....I want to watch!!!

FP, Cheer up okay? don't let all those stupid stuff get you down lah...There's more to look forward in life then be bothered by what happened!!! :D

Met up with LL for dinner, it's been a long while since i went out with her. I think the last time i saw her was like 6 months ago?? Yeah, i'm a lousy friend who doesn't bother to engage any form of contact with them unless they call me up. Maybe that's the reason i'm not left with much friends ever since i graduted from Sec Sch and ITE.
We met up at Marche Herren, just got food (crepe, rostti and steak), she couldn't eat much...so i ended up gobbling up all the left over... Food is good there IMO, it's been a long while since i went there. We just eat and chatted about both our on-going life. How's things are going with her b/f, how's work...etc

Suddenly she dropped the bombshell, "So when are you going to get married?"

I was like.... (gave her a blank face)

"It was over a month again!" was my reply for her...

She seems stunned!

Anyway i told her i don't want to talk about it anymore...the chapter is closed already!

She talked about some of the things she's troubled with, some of the stuff she faced about the future.
I think as we all grow up, problems just seems to come attached along. Kinda sucks!

Anyway i just hope that she doesn't end up like me...cherish what you have!

Hear Ye, Hear Ye

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The More the Merrier...

Have you ever got bullied by people around you?
Whether it's people you work with, people you live with etc....
Why do they bully you?
Is it because you are too friendly? too easy-going? So they take you for granted, and start to pile SHIT on you?
Really confused now...
Will speaking up make a difference? Or will it just make things worse? What if the person is somebody that you have to face everyday? What if that person control your fate? What if??
So if you manage to speak up? How is life going to be after the "Speaking Up" session?
I hate confrontation... Is it really necessary?

All this is really getting me down... Just pondering on this... Makes me so tired...

Went to the Fiesta Japanese Resturant at Causeway Point for lunch with 6 other colleagues of mine!!! Food wasn't too bad, 6 out of 7 of us, order the same set meal...kinda funny huh??? Finally got to taste chawamush (steam egg), one of my fave dish, been a while since i had japanese food...had a salmon sushi, a soft shell crab handroll....yum yum
Maybe we should do this more often, that is, if my wallet can take the pinch...LOL

So got your money? FP... You know what to do??? Wahahahaha...
By the way, if ya sick...get well soon okay???

It's midweek!!!! Cheers...

Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Finally, life is picking up for me, i manage to pass my Maths!!! Yay!!! although it's just a D+ grade, but it's slightly better then i expected it to be. As for the rest of the modules, i got a A for the language subject, A for AutoCad and a Dist for Circuit Stimulation...
Distinction leh, first time in my life!!! Never would i expect that i could get a dist grade, i guess this is really a timely boost of motivation for me, in picking up the pieces of my life. I wonder who else got dist too??? Hahahaha
Strangely, the three modules that i managed to score well in, were taught by female lecturers! Which make me wonder why? Firstly, The three lecturer are not those younger newbie lecturers, they're probably what you can call "Shi Nai" age group...

My colleagues always tease that i can "click" well with "shi nai". Actually i don't want to be thick-skin, but i always seems to get along with women in that age-group. I don't understand why either! I guess God is fair in a way, since i can't really 'click' with gals my age, so he made it up in another way? Wahahahahah.... Think i'm losing it!!!
I wonder if it got anything to do with my grades. The maths module was taught by a male lecturer, thus the "just made it" result... Hmmmm...

I hope i can see all of my ploy-mates when the new term starts. From what i heard, most of them passed, expect for a few. Don't know what are their plans, i really hope that they don't give up. I know it's not gonna be easy to do the damn module a whole year again. But....just don't give up guys!!!

Checking mail today in the office, got a personality test email from one of my senior, decided to give it a go and it turn out pretty accurate .

here's the result;

向日葵 --任何时候都那么朝气蓬勃，灿烂而华丽。具有女皇般的存在感，容易谱出戏剧性的恋曲。
基本特征 在任何地方都同样华丽，谁都会很自然地仰慕你的活力。有很强的存在感，你有不会输给任何人的能量和很强的自尊心，有与生俱来的女王气质。没有任何根据的自信使你容易以自我为中心，所有的事情都要符合你的心意才行，不能容忍在人之下的好强使你经常会与人发生冲突，也正是这样的性格让你没有任何畏惧堂堂正正地追求自己的梦想，所以可以开出又大又美的花朵。
恋爱中的向日葵 如台风般热烈的恋爱，对方也会不由自主地被你带如其中。表面可爱但实际很坚强，你对爱情的坚定决心会使对方从心底接受你，你们的爱情会稳固而长久。但注意不要爱得过分。过浓的爱会让对方感到压力，也会破坏自己的好运气。将你的能量平均分给恋爱和工作最合适，即使结婚也不会影响工作。正如向日葵生长的环境，你需要外面的灿烂阳光，你会拥有家庭与恋爱以外的让你为之热衷的事业。
幸福秘诀 向日葵需求如果得不到满足，就会给周围的人带来麻烦。她会将自己的郁闷发泄出来，以致使别人和自己都受到伤害。因此按照自己的想法做自己想做的事情是最好不过的，不要眼中只有太阳，只有自己的梦想。注意不要对一些小事太介意。你有对任何事情都有过于计较的倾向，所以应该经常对自己进行客观的观察，反省后再往前走。
向日葵的朋友 能够真正理解看起来粗心大意、但是实际上内心很细致的向日葵的就要数满天星了。能够一直跟随着任性霸道的你的最佳伴侣是百合。
So, basically i'm a 向日葵, and the most suitable flower for me is 百合花. I know i shouldn't have done this stupid thing, but i keyed in her birthday and guess what??? She is a 百合花, so it means she is a prefect match for me....or should i say "was"

Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Yeah, even till now, i miss her...but i know i can't do that anymore. She's attached now... it's wrong!!! but it's too late to regret now. I got to stop thinking about her, she's a mistake i made...i got to stop at this mistake... Sometimes i wonder if she does think of me anymore, not as a friend. I guess not... not her style...

Monday is coming, people!!! Get ready for Monday Blues!!! Wahahahaha