today.....busy busy

Today is my second off day... Wanted to sleep in late and get myself prepared for the FFBL match tonight...
Alas i wasn't able too... Waken up by my mum at around 8:45am, she was asking me if i had got the free radio clock that came along with the new cordless phone she brought at Courts recently. I told her, "No, i haven't went to redeem it yet!", "Can i do it next week?" She replied, "the offer is only until the 31st of May, and they are only open till 1.30pm today."

Looks like i have to go down then...but i'm so freaking tired!!! I only slept at 5am... after talking with LL on the phone...

Headache.... Don't think i can rely on my brother to go... he's so damn LAZY!!!!! I hate that....

I lazied for half an hour, washed up, called the place to confirm if they are really open and if there is any more radio clock for me to redeem, don't want to waste the trip down if it's all given out.

The lady sounded rather nice.... Left my name with her, so that she will know that i'm the guy who is without a warrenty card.

Took the mrt to Orchard....walked to the building, reached the 3rd floor where the office is.... the recepetion was empty...
The lady came out, looks like a twenty plus year old gal to me, had a really sweet voice, bad complexion though, tried to hide it with make-up...

She was really sweet... I think i should have ask her for a number or something... But i didn't!! I just hestiated... And i left...

I don't know why i had these sort of thoughts... Maybe i'm getting desperate.... Maybe i just want any Mary, Nancy or Lucy...
I don't know...
Why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention???

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Met up with JR at Orchard again, we are going for dinner together before we head to the FFBL match at Unity Sec Sch.
Just walk aimlessly from the mrt, through Wisma, through Taka... headed to Herren....
And JR's g/f was in the area and wanted to drop by before meeting up with her friends for dinner...
What a nice gal... Lucky JR... I guess it was right for him the give up the previous relationship to be with this gal...
I suggested to have dinner at NYDC, but the one at WheelLock Place was damn packed and we gave up waiting in the queue and settle for Sushi instead....

Think i ate too little... I'm so hungry now... How i wish i have somebody to cook for me now... Any takers??? Whahaha

Think once i dozed off to dreamland, i won't feel hungry anymore...

As for the FFBL match...Yup we won!!!! so it's been 3 wins since the opening defeat by last year champions....Let's just hope the team can keep up the good work!!!!

Company Gathering at some ulu place near sembawang beach

Wah... all the people there are drinking freak!!!!!!!!!! drink and drink.... i think next time, we just skip the food, just make sure we have enough barrels of beer and enough cases of wine instead!!!!! wahahahahaha
The BBQ food was really nice, had lots of pork chop, satays and sambal sting ray....
The atmosphere was not bad either, with the stait of johor just beside us....
Pity that not all of the people from REL could make it to the gathering, i think it will be even more fun!!!
Looking forward to next year promtional treat i guess...

Congrats to Jonny, Esther, Pee Ya , Irene and other that i can't remember, whom all got promoted!!!! thanks for the meal...

After all the drinks... feeling a bit tipsy.... My brother wanted to catch the movie ,Madagascar
I think i can still make it true the whole movie, and i did!!!! Sorry JL....i'm strong!!! Hahahahaha
It's a really funny movie, although it doesn't have any logic...it's just pure entertainment!!!
Watching the Alex the Lion in action, Marty the Zebra, yearning to return to the Wild, Melman the giraffe that is always sick, and Gloria the Hippo, who represent the new age woman among the four... The most funny characters must be the penguins.... How they hijack the ship, brought to the Antrantica, only to find the place totally sucks!!!! Hahahahaha

I just love cartoons.... what is it with people who give me the "will you grow up" look when i mentioned that i keep track of certain cartoons... What's wrong with a young adult like me watching cartoon.... I enjoy watching cartoons!!!! So the rest of those people who think i'm childish watching cartoons, you can keep your thoughts or opinions to yourself!!!

And, had a late night chat with my good friend, LL, i just hope you figure out whatever you need to figure out....
Avoiding the problem doesn't solve anything... Yes, i sound naggy.... but i only say all this cause you are my best friend!!!

Good night!!!!

Liverpool won the European Champions League Cup...

WTF!!!! How could this even happpen? What happened to AC Milan???? They were up 3 - 0 just before half time!!!!
How in the world did Liverpool came back with 3 goals and tied the match, still undecided after extra time! And with Jerzy Dudek doing the wobbly legs stunt to deny Shevchenko during the penalty shoot out....

ARGHHHHHH..... I guess Yap is a happy man when he learn about the results....certainly something wonderful for him to cheer about his forsolondunderachieving liverpool....wahahahaha...

Oh not for getting JR, the die hard liverpool fan too.... I guess even a dog will get it's lucky day...

Hangover....slept till 11am....sun is really shining on my butt....everything seems so unreal....luckily, i took the day off from work....if not, i won't know how i'm gonna coped at work...

Nothing much....just when to town to collect my altered jeans (no more super loose, gonna slide down my butt jeans anymore)
went shopping, brought a couple of t-shirts....with rather "special" wordings....I LIKE!!!!

tired....

Why do people can't forget??? The people i'm referring to are a some friends of mine. Why are they even doing things that they are not suppose to do? When both of them are happily (i think) attached with somebody else??? Don't they know that what they are doing or even trying to do....could end up getting 4 people hurt??? Is it worth it??? I ask myself.... I guess i can't give a answer, because such thing never happen to me before. But if you are with somebody, at least don't do anything behind their back... it's wrong... no doubt about it... Saying that you are confuse or it's just the alcohol, doesn't give you any right to even try such things...

I believe there is not absolute right or wrong about the things that you want to do, but you must be able to bear the consenqences of your actions....

Like my dad always tells me, Think before you do anything!!! Don't end up regretting what you did!!!

Pity, i 领悟 all this too late, thus i'm now struggling at both my job and studies...

That's life i guess....you only learn when you make mistakes...

Happy Birthday Kent

Tonight is Kent's 26th birthday and as usual he is celebrating at zouk again. The crowd started to come in only after 11 plus. Kinda feel very out of place with all the 19, 20 yrs old around me... And those that came with him are his younger colleagues, who are taking this chance to make him drink and drink...
Just like last year, by around 12 plus, he is feeling drunk and i had to accompany him out of the club to get a breather...
And it is there,i see first-hand how being drunk can entitled u to some sort of handy-panky... how you can just throw any form of inhibitions out of the window and end up hugging or doing stuff that you shouldn't be doing. Of course, i'm not refering to myself, i admit i drink a lot too (lots of vodka ribena), but i was just "high". Wow, 酒后真的会乱性吧!!! It's either people these days are getting more and more liberal, or i'm damn conservative.....hahaha

the atmosphere was starting heating when i left at around 1:45am... I had to leave, because i want to catch the final match of the Champion league between Liverpool and AC Milan...

Been a long while, since i had such late nights....hahaha...

And sorry to hear that you lost your stuff, Jianrong.... Hope some kind soul at least give you back your IC, or something!!!

Stop here now, the match is commencing now!!!!

I'm sick...

I'm down with a flu, or something i guess...
when i woke up this morning, i was aching all over, and i'm left with only the left side of my nose to breathe...
Wah....so uncomfortable....too much late nights, really taking the toll on me, looks like i'm getting old...

Still i got to drag myself of my bed, into shower, and off to work...got to save some money and see the company doctor instead! Wait if i go to see a doctor outside and get a MC, people will start to say stuff behind the back...
I really wonder if they have anything to gain by back stabbing people??? Or is it just the thrill or joy if doing such stuff that excite them??? Anyway, i don't think i'm that sick enough to get a MC lah... Just felt very very tired. I guess i just need to be more careful in the stuff that i do today.

Finally got my almost full collection of Stephen Chow's movies...Thanks to GF for bring it back for it...Think i'll have a good time watching all of Stephen Chow's classics....

Nowadays less and less people come for the weekly basketball session near my block... No more challenge... but it's good to just purely sweat everything out... and mix around with the uncles... Haha

Getting sleepy after eating the medicine.... but i thought the nurse said they are all non-drowsy one????
Bluff people one....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I chose to forget, I want to forget and Yes, i mind!!!

Weird title for my entry?? but i think it's the only right that say this again.
It's meant for anybody who can grasp the meaning of it...

I had a wonderful time last night, lazing around at home with the company of my dad, mum and brother. it's been a long time since everybody is present for dinner. (my family rule! Everyone must sit at the dining table for dinner) Yes, i'm a very homely person. Although my mum can be nagging at me or my brother all the time, but we are pretty much immune to it and just treat it as though she's singing her heart out... I hope that my new SO will be able to be like me and spend sometime with my family... Talked to my mum, about how and what she actually did, in certain ways, added pressure to my past relationship.

Nothing much to grumble about...it's just a causal sunday...

Yeah, take care of yourself, Janice...

Vesak Day....

Today is Vesak Day. Also a public holiday, which means i don't have to go to work, althought half the people in singapore also don't work on Sun. It's just one of the lucky long weekend i have, since i switch to the sunday swing shift system.

Just couldn't climbed out of bed, last night warcraft session with my brother. Been so long since i played that game, and honestly i suck at it now... i can't even win my brother!!! And with the practise he is getting (lazing around at home all the time)better and better... I am so envious of him. At least he still can't win me in basaketball! I still have i can haolian to him... hahaha

Woke up at 10am after the non-stop nagging by my mum, who insist that i wake up to eat the vegetarian bee hoon she had brought. I really hate it!!! I'm like going 25 year old, and i'm still treated like a kid by her. Yeah, people will scold me and say that i'm 生在福中不知福...where to find a mum so good??? who get breakfast for her son so early in the morning!!! you are such an ungrateful brat!!!

But, But...if i'm hungry, i can go get my own breakfast...i have no problem with that! If i don't feel like getting breakfast, then i just wait to noon time and get brunch altogther... i don't see what's the fuss is about.

Anyway i appreciate what you have done! Mum...

Up so early, i read the morning papers, nothing much beside Asernal clinching the FA Cup!!! Surf the net, cleared some annoying emails...

Since i'm going to be meeting up my poly classmates for dinner at the Herren Marche @ 5pm, i decided that it's time i bring that pair of over-sized Levi's jean i got at a really cheap price and get it alter before it just slide of my hip one day, it's like 2 inch extra on the side, and with me slimming down during these 2 months... better to get it done!!! So i went to Far East Shopping Centre, don't really like to go there. But no choice, after checking out some forums online, the two place that does prety neat job in altering jeans is either at FESC or QWSC(queensway shopping centre). Going to QWSC alone is so far, so FESC is the best option. Got there, walked around looking for a decent looking shop, found 1 and was told to collect it next week. (keeping my finger cross, hope they can do a good job... Cos that jean happened to be in my design and cutting)

After settling the jeans issue, i still left with an hour++ till i meet up with the guys. Feeling hungary, i went to the Mac at Shaw House Shopping Centre, grab a burger and did some net surfing to kill time.

Around 4.45pm, i start to make my way to Herren, along the way...so many pretty faces all over the streets...been a while since i actually strolled so leisurely... missing all the views. Hahaha...

Got to Herren at 5pm, but as expected none of the guys are there yet! What the hell is wrong with people this day? Why can't they be punctual? Is it really that difficult??? I hate people who are late!! But i guess there's nothing i can do either beside swearing at them in my mind. Wahahaha

Around 30 minutes later, all the guys arrived and we started our feasting... I had a beer, a pork chop, a bowl of vegie and finally the ice-cream dessert!!! Updated each other while we are eating, moaned that school is gonna start in a week time...Jeffery got a new job, in a company that service Fujistu laptops!!! Wow!! Now i know who to look for if i want to get Fujistu lappie.

We left marche at about 7pm and head towards Wisma as Jeffery wanted to get a pair of leather shoes at Bettle Bug, the sale gal is really pretty...hahaha

Got his shoes, we just went our separate ways...

Rest of the night was spent surfing, clearing my unusually messy table, waiting for a friend to chat online... Boring...

So tired... thinking i'm getting old...wahahaha

As promised i will now continue the second part,
I got home around 2 plus, took a bath and straight away i'm on my bed...off to meet miss zhou!!! lol
I sort of lost track of whatever is going on in the house, until 7 plus, my brother knock on my room's door to wake me up to have dinner... Fish porridge was served for dinner with beancurd....

My plan for the night was to head on down to CHIMJES to catch the FA Cup final between Asernal and Man U, but as i was tired and lazy to change into something decent to head on down to town area, i opt for the next available option, which was to go the ex Yishun Seafood compound and catch the 'Live' match there instead...

we got there around 9.30 and was really lucky to find a half table available, the other half were occupied ny two uncles drinking beer... i got to see first-hand how the two uncles actually flirted (hmm..can i use that word) with the 啤酒 mei... Aiyoh, so old like still must give the gal such a different time....
Just made some small talk with them...about the soon to be broadcast match, about NS...blah blah
Ordered lot of food, rojak...BBQ chicken wings, oyster egg...and lot of tea...and lemon tea for my brother...

At 10pm, the match commenced!!! Man Utd was taking the game to Asernal, and was very unlucky to not get anything from all their attacks. Alas the match ended in a draw by full-time, and also a draw after 30 minutes of extra-time...
Everything was to be decided by penalty kick....
Paul Scholes's shot was SAVED by Lensman and Asernal won the FA Cup...Leaving Man Utd third in the Perimership with no silverware of any kind. In short, this is a distasteous season for them!!! (p/s: i'm not a fan of either team)

By the time everything ended and walking home with my bro, we got back at around 2 plus in the morning...

Took a shower... And i played Warcraft with my brother till.....i can't remember the time...and just dozed off in bed.

Life is good...

With barely 3 hrs of sleep, i woke up from the cold hard floor in one of TK's new room. I'm a early bird! I hate to be queuingand rushing with people for the toilet, especially early in the morning. So i chose to woke up at 5.15am. TK was already up, i think he is more nervous then me. Who am i kidding? Of cos, he is....erm...no, he SHOULD be!!! It's a day where nothing is supposed to go wrong!!! Didn't know what he had to do waking up so early. I only know that all the stuff that he is required to do is instructed by the elders...

As time passes by, more of the 'brothers' turn up, JL also got ready. MT, KK and 医生 along with another two of TK's friends and TK's brother. Flumbled with all sort of stuff, we finally set off to the bride's place at 7am. KK, aka finance minister of the day, handle all the ang pows, and 医生, aka time keeper of the day, who will be in hand to make sure we do know miss the right 时程.

When we reached the bride's place...as expected, the bride's 'sister' changed and added additional lock to the main door. Well, the games/test begins. TK was to answer a series of questions set by his bride and each wrong question will set him back by 8 bucks...the questions range from from the bride palm size (how do you measure one's palm size??), what she likes, what TK did wrong on their first date (details i shall not reveil, hahahaha) etc....

But that's not all... the 'sisters' dished out a plate of frog legs...appranently, TK doesn't take frog legs... so as 'brother' we help him finish some and dump the rest into the rubbish chute..LOL Next, the 'sisters' wants us 'brothers' to get in touch with our feminine side. They gave us a bottle of nail paint and they expect to see exactly 45 paint nails.....which for TK's sake, we did it, Poor MT was the only one with fully painted nails....

After all this the 'sisters' finally are ready to open the main door, but they had 'forgotten' where the keys are.... But after much persuarion and bargainin by the finance minister, KK. The 'sisters' relented and open the main door...
Once inside, we still have the bedroom door to deal with... TK was ask to declared his love in various language and to sing a song...proving his undying love for the bride. ( that is so SWEET) And with the last ang bao stuffed under and through the bedroom door, the door finally opened and TK went in to get his bride!!!!

Till here, the most important thing has been accomplished!!! Rest of the day was very standard SOP stuff, shuttling between the TK's family house in bukit batok for the tea ceremony, took some photo at Seletar Resvoir, back to TK's place and back to the bride's place for another round of tea ceremony. And everything is done!!!!

I wish all the best to TK and his wife, ML and have a great honeymoon @ Australia

I'm so tired... i wonder how my day will be like if i got married one day...when everything be as fun, (erm, don't think i shuld use fun here, but can't think of anything else) hectic??? But if you get to spend the rest of your life with somebody you love, i think all this is worthwhile, after all, you only do all this once in your lifetime...

This super long post is only half done!!! Will updated and finish the second half later...

Today is my off-day. Feeling restless to do anything, wanted to wake up at 7am to go swim at the Yishun Safra Club, but even when the alarm clock went off, I still couldn’t wake up. So I just gave up the idea of going for a swim… Just one of my excuses….

Didn’t had anything to do, just lazied around and surf the internet for the whole morning. till my mum woke up and insisted that I accompany her to NTUC and have lunch with her. We just didn’t know what to eat. Probably both of us are totally sick and tired of the food Kopitiam has to offer. And since we didn’t know what to eat? We just settle for KFC, which happen to be one of her favorite. She had the OR fillet burger, while I had the Zinger burger. Just chatted with her what I was going to be doing today and tomorrow.

Today I’m caught Star Wars Episode III with JL at Causeway Point. The movie was really good!!! The visual effect was really great!! Light-saber fighting was at its best. And the show really tied up lot of loose ends. I really like the scenes where you can see the inner struggle that anakin skywalker have to deal with! How he felt so helpless when facing thing that he can't control!! Cool!!!

After the movie, we met up with FP for the Sakae Sushi Buffet. Didn’t ate much, 3 head, only finished 20 plus plates…pathetic… Maybe the three of us just have small stomach, so we could only eat so little. Hahahaha But I really had a good time chatting with them and having sushi.

Good new!!! Chartered finally pass the Stupid TS audit… So no more stupid last minutes faking about everything. Which I feel it’s a joke. But as what everybody told me, it’s the same everywhere. It doesn’t matter!!! Audit is audit!!!

After dinner, the three of us slowly walk to TK’s place where JL and me is going to be spending the night there! Why? Because, tomorrow we are going to be one of his “brother” for his wedding!!! Whole new experience for me!!! Anyway, when we got there, TK’s brother, Stanley, was with him. We chatted, look through his photo album. Nice album by the way!!! Wonder if next time, mine will be as nice as his???

Next JL and me left for FP’s place which was just couple of stone throw (LOL) away. We just had red wine. Correction!! JL and me had a few glass of red wine while FP just took a few sip!!! Why like that one!!! Tonight seems to be the night where I had the most amount of red wine ever!!! Felt really shiok…maybe I should be doing this more often!!! Think I got a bit tipsy, but not drunk ☺

While drinking away, I got to look at FP’s wedding album, which was just a nice as TK’s. I’m so envious… even though I’m the kind of guy who shuns taking photographs. Maybe when I find the right gal, I will just throw my hesitation away and just into the studio with her and get snappy away… Hahaha

Talk about all the lousy, the funny, the sad, and crazy stuff in life with them. Maybe it’s just the alcohol, or maybe I just want to be heard… glad to have friends like them!!

By the time JL and me got back to TK’s place, it’s like near 2am already. Quickly washed up and get some sleep for TK’s BIG day tomorrow, or should I say today??

Ever been hit on by a gal?

No, I don’t mean getting hit or slapped by a gal for no apparent reason. It’s more of a gal making some form of small talk or flirting with you. At least that how I felt when this new gal talked to me yesterday while I was waiting to collect a certain lot. It is possible that I’m thinking too much too! Such things never happened to me before, so I really don’t know…

She just hinted that she comes over to Singapore very often, even on her off-days; ask if I’m interested to meet up (She isn’t local). Even when I told her that it’s quite unlikely that we could meet up. She even ask me for my number (which I didn’t gave). She asked if I had a g/f, and when I told her I just came out of a relationship, she comment that, “Like me, single-hood is good also mah!!!” I was like…erm…erm!!!

Either I’m thinking too much (a tendency that I have all the time), or I should have asked her for a number or something. Ha ha ha ha…

Today we went out to Causeway Point for lunch in a LORRY, yes, your eyes are not playing trick on you. A LORRY!!! Guess who drove it?? CW aka 医生, which is so funny… the only person sitting in front with CW is KP, as she’s pregnant, can’t expect her to be climbing up the back of the lorry. Along with EY, JL, Yap and me we sat on the back of the lorry. Along the way, it started pouring…DAMN, so we had no choice but to alight at the nearest bus stop and catch a bus to Causeway Point instead…what a joke!!!


Today is the last day, Ah Ben is gonna be in Singapore. He is returning to Sarawak with his wife and daughter. For how long? He didn’t say. Just mention that his wife doesn’t really like the lifestyle here, which I can’t disagree… Living in Singapore is really more hectic than expensive. As compared to living in Malaysia, life is definitely less expensive and less hectic. With a 1k plus salary, you can drive a car already… In Singapore, sure you can drive a car, in your dreams…

Star Wars is opening on the 19th of May….Finally!!!

Brian's brain been down for a couple of day...maybe it's the aftermath of something that happen over the weekend!!
Maybe the healing and forgetting will really begin now...Which is a good thing :-)

Thanks TK for inviting me to be one of your "brothers". Looking foward to whatever that is going to happen on that day. I think it's gonna be a new and fun experience for me. Hahaha...

Over the weekend, the FFBL game was a big win for us!!! Think i got at least 20 pts in the game, this probably goes down as one of my best game of my "career" :P Hope the next game in 2 week time i can perform just as well. As they old saying, "when you lose something, you probably will gain something else where"

Two more weeks and the new term is gonna start again...and it's gonna be 4 days, a week...and all the subjects are taught by male lecturers....Arghh....life is gonna be so boring :'(
Yup life is sure gonna be hectic! But i think i'm gonna be happy...

4 days till Ahhhhhhhh....I want to watch!!!

FP, Cheer up okay? don't let all those stupid stuff get you down lah...There's more to look forward in life then be bothered by what happened!!! :D

Met up with LL for dinner, it's been a long while since i went out with her. I think the last time i saw her was like 6 months ago?? Yeah, i'm a lousy friend who doesn't bother to engage any form of contact with them unless they call me up. Maybe that's the reason i'm not left with much friends ever since i graduted from Sec Sch and ITE.
We met up at Marche Herren, just got food (crepe, rostti and steak), she couldn't eat much...so i ended up gobbling up all the left over... Food is good there IMO, it's been a long while since i went there. We just eat and chatted about both our on-going life. How's things are going with her b/f, how's work...etc

Suddenly she dropped the bombshell, "So when are you going to get married?"

I was like.... (gave her a blank face)

"It was over a month again!" was my reply for her...

She seems stunned!

Anyway i told her i don't want to talk about it anymore...the chapter is closed already!

She talked about some of the things she's troubled with, some of the stuff she faced about the future.
I think as we all grow up, problems just seems to come attached along. Kinda sucks!

Anyway i just hope that she doesn't end up like me...cherish what you have!

Hear Ye, Hear Ye

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The More the Merrier...

Have you ever got bullied by people around you?
Whether it's people you work with, people you live with etc....
Why do they bully you?
Is it because you are too friendly? too easy-going? So they take you for granted, and start to pile SHIT on you?
Really confused now...
Will speaking up make a difference? Or will it just make things worse? What if the person is somebody that you have to face everyday? What if that person control your fate? What if??
So if you manage to speak up? How is life going to be after the "Speaking Up" session?
I hate confrontation... Is it really necessary?

All this is really getting me down... Just pondering on this... Makes me so tired...

Went to the Fiesta Japanese Resturant at Causeway Point for lunch with 6 other colleagues of mine!!! Food wasn't too bad, 6 out of 7 of us, order the same set meal...kinda funny huh??? Finally got to taste chawamush (steam egg), one of my fave dish, been a while since i had japanese food...had a salmon sushi, a soft shell crab handroll....yum yum
Maybe we should do this more often, that is, if my wallet can take the pinch...LOL

So got your money? FP... You know what to do??? Wahahahaha...
By the way, if ya sick...get well soon okay???

It's midweek!!!! Cheers...

Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Finally, life is picking up for me, i manage to pass my Maths!!! Yay!!! although it's just a D+ grade, but it's slightly better then i expected it to be. As for the rest of the modules, i got a A for the language subject, A for AutoCad and a Dist for Circuit Stimulation...
Distinction leh, first time in my life!!! Never would i expect that i could get a dist grade, i guess this is really a timely boost of motivation for me, in picking up the pieces of my life. I wonder who else got dist too??? Hahahaha
Strangely, the three modules that i managed to score well in, were taught by female lecturers! Which make me wonder why? Firstly, The three lecturer are not those younger newbie lecturers, they're probably what you can call "Shi Nai" age group...

My colleagues always tease that i can "click" well with "shi nai". Actually i don't want to be thick-skin, but i always seems to get along with women in that age-group. I don't understand why either! I guess God is fair in a way, since i can't really 'click' with gals my age, so he made it up in another way? Wahahahahah.... Think i'm losing it!!!
I wonder if it got anything to do with my grades. The maths module was taught by a male lecturer, thus the "just made it" result... Hmmmm...

I hope i can see all of my ploy-mates when the new term starts. From what i heard, most of them passed, expect for a few. Don't know what are their plans, i really hope that they don't give up. I know it's not gonna be easy to do the damn module a whole year again. But....just don't give up guys!!!

Checking mail today in the office, got a personality test email from one of my senior, decided to give it a go and it turn out pretty accurate .

here's the result;

向日葵 --任何时候都那么朝气蓬勃，灿烂而华丽。具有女皇般的存在感，容易谱出戏剧性的恋曲。
基本特征 在任何地方都同样华丽，谁都会很自然地仰慕你的活力。有很强的存在感，你有不会输给任何人的能量和很强的自尊心，有与生俱来的女王气质。没有任何根据的自信使你容易以自我为中心，所有的事情都要符合你的心意才行，不能容忍在人之下的好强使你经常会与人发生冲突，也正是这样的性格让你没有任何畏惧堂堂正正地追求自己的梦想，所以可以开出又大又美的花朵。
恋爱中的向日葵 如台风般热烈的恋爱，对方也会不由自主地被你带如其中。表面可爱但实际很坚强，你对爱情的坚定决心会使对方从心底接受你，你们的爱情会稳固而长久。但注意不要爱得过分。过浓的爱会让对方感到压力，也会破坏自己的好运气。将你的能量平均分给恋爱和工作最合适，即使结婚也不会影响工作。正如向日葵生长的环境，你需要外面的灿烂阳光，你会拥有家庭与恋爱以外的让你为之热衷的事业。
幸福秘诀 向日葵需求如果得不到满足，就会给周围的人带来麻烦。她会将自己的郁闷发泄出来，以致使别人和自己都受到伤害。因此按照自己的想法做自己想做的事情是最好不过的，不要眼中只有太阳，只有自己的梦想。注意不要对一些小事太介意。你有对任何事情都有过于计较的倾向，所以应该经常对自己进行客观的观察，反省后再往前走。
向日葵的朋友 能够真正理解看起来粗心大意、但是实际上内心很细致的向日葵的就要数满天星了。能够一直跟随着任性霸道的你的最佳伴侣是百合。
So, basically i'm a 向日葵, and the most suitable flower for me is 百合花. I know i shouldn't have done this stupid thing, but i keyed in her birthday and guess what??? She is a 百合花, so it means she is a prefect match for me....or should i say "was"

Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Yeah, even till now, i miss her...but i know i can't do that anymore. She's attached now... it's wrong!!! but it's too late to regret now. I got to stop thinking about her, she's a mistake i made...i got to stop at this mistake... Sometimes i wonder if she does think of me anymore, not as a friend. I guess not... not her style...

Monday is coming, people!!! Get ready for Monday Blues!!! Wahahahaha

Careless Whisper....

Tonight the music seems so loud
I wish that we could lose this crowd
Maybe it's better this way
We'd hurt each other with the things we'd want to say

We could have been so good together
We could have lived this dance forever
But noone's gonna dance with me
Please stay

And I'm never gonna dance again
Guilty feet have got no rhythm
Though it's easy to pretend
I know your not a fool



Happy weekend!!!

Love is not time, is timing....
Hahahaha....funny....that's all

Thanks for all the smses and emails, i'm getting back on my feet liao...

It's a mistake and i just got to learn from it! That's all! Not much too be thinking about anymore.
Like a book, when you finish the chapter, you just have to close it and put it down. That's how life works...

Thanks, KKK, for the offer, but not free this weekend, can't go find you to take me go jalan jalan...hahahaha


Finally it's my off-day, after 4 tough days, especially when you have to work with my senior...


Like, PR said... you still young lah!!! If somebody can forget such a long relatioship and get together with somebody new within a month. You should know liao lah. Rome is not bulit in a day. Probably, even before you somebody is wooing her liao le. And the distance le? You are here, she is there. Aiyah bound going to happen one lah! Just sooner or later! You still young lah! Still have lots of chances one lah! Always hate it when people say that i'm young!!! Makes me feel like a kid!!! Maybe when i'm at my workplace i'm really a kid to all of them. So that's why all of them treat me like a younger brother...

"Shuai" (good-looking) How do you define "Shuai"? I know this word doesn't have anything to do with me, But i hate it when those PRC colleagues use it on me. Firstly, Could you all please stop it! It's really getting on my nerve. But as the good colleagues i am, i can't lose my temper with you ladies over this sort of petty matter!!! Secondly, i know how i look and i'm 1000% sure i'm nowhere near "shuai", so either you people are having a good time making fun of me, or you are just plain blind!!!!

That's all for tonight....


Hai...she just had to turn up and screw all my offdays up....DAMN!!!

Chelsea lost!!!

How could Liverpool won??? I think the Gods must be really taking care of them for them to win this match against Chelsea.
My boss's boss (liverpool supporter) was delighted today!!! I guess Liverpool is finally doing something to actually make him feel proud supporting them...

but looking ahead, don't think they are good enough to beat the favorites, AC Milan...whose probably going to win this morning game against PSV....



Nothing much today, just suddenly have the urge to do some travelling alone, to some asian country first, cos european countries are too expensive. The options i'm looking at are probably Taiwan, Shanghai or Bali



Hopeful the july's tioman trip is still on schedule... i really need a break after all this crap that's happening in my life.



Exam result are going to be anounce on the 5th of May, hope that i clear the stupid Maths paper...if not....


thanks Fp for your words of concern this morning








what kind of car do you drive? In singapore, most owners only drive their singapore cars for 7 to 10 years, till the COE expires... But when you are a malaysian, how long do you keep driving your malaysian car?? I had one that i spent 6 years on... and the car decide to change a new owner... hahaha
Like MT said, time to join the queue and bid for a COE and try a local-registered car... you might actually like it (.')
I don't know... maybe i don't need a car now... there are more important things in life to worry about now...

Cheers!!!

i'm back!!!

Finally the long weekend is over, it's been a daze! Totally don't know what i was doing neither do i know what i was thinking about. Some personal problems surfaced...realised that i wasn't as strong as i thought i am. Something to take note about!!!

I just felt it was stupid for her to be with somebody just within a month. I mean...what can he give her? Is there even any form of like or love in it? I really can't think of it. She's terribly upset over the breakup, i can understand that. But that guy! He's just providing her some company and for that she's with him? I thought she knew the difference between Company and Love....apparently i was Wrong...very wrong...But who am i to judge???

Thanks you guys who had noticed that something was wrong with me. and thanks for the concern. I think i just need to try and shift my focus in life. Can't be standing at the same spot forever. It's hurts.... but slowly the tears are drying up... nothing much to be sad about. I chose this path... and i even if i had to walk all the way alone to the end, so be it...i guess...

i can't believe that i'm hoping for lessons to start as soon as possible...i'm going crazy!!!


Congrat and Congrats... Mag!!!! or should i say Mrs Lye!!!!! Wahahahahaha....

Regarding the big boss issue...shourded in secrecy it is.... but as my source :P tells me.... he's fine....
Sources say that he probably offended somebody in the past, and that somebody or some group just waited for their chance to take revenge...and just like that he was "head-shoted"
Don't know what are his plans for now...