Friday, August 05, 2005

How to pass my chin-up???? Ahhhh

Lousy week....Had three tests and i think i'm probably gonna flunk for all of them....
I'm like a complete blank when i look at the test papers... i think it's my own fault for not checking the school website, whether they had uploaded any past year papers... Hai...looks like i have toput in more effort and try extra hard for the year end exams...

3 more months till my birthday, which means i have to clear my IPPT for this work year....
Alas, i failed in my weakest station(as expected), the chin-up station... I need to do at least 6 chin-ups to pass, but i could only mustered 5 pitiful one...AHHHHH...
But as i least i managed to clear the rest of the static stations and the 2.4km run.... Been so long since i had ran a 2.4.... At Maju camp, i just have to clear only 3 rounds of 800m.... 1st round was fine...2nd round, the lungs still to get tighter...harder to catch my breath... 3rd round was the killer.... luckily with my own stopwatch, i manage to squeeze in a walk here and there...
Timing was 11:15.... Phew, what a relief!!!
Now i have to book for another slot and hopefully i can clear my chin-up...

Saturday....What are you people doing? Out with friends? or your loved one? For me, woke up with a splitting headache.... Accompanied my mum to NTUC to do some goceries shopping... No strength to do anything... gonna rest my tired body, 2 grueing basketball matches back to back tonight... Hope i don't get injured... (touchwood)

My boss had been expectionally nice these couple of months, which really frightens me... but i can't lay on my laurels, and screw something up, i think i got to be extra alert and don't screw anything up.
Haven't seen my senior for 2 weeks already, and tomorrow i'm going to the lab late in the afternoon, don't know what kind if sacaristic remarks she gonna make... She's really a nice person, if only she not so calculative in everthing... Hai!!!

Why do some people think that it's possible to be friends after a relationship? Well, i'm not one of those people for sure!!!!
To whom it may concern, thanks for your concern towards me, but i think you are just wasting your time and effort, cause everything is not the same anymore :) I really don't see the purpose of making all this small talk, asking me about how my life is, how's day was, or whether if i had any stories to share....
No.... i don't have anything to share with you... not anymore, yes, maybe we are friends, so.... went we were together, how do i treat my friends??? I think i don't need to elaborate more....if you are a smart person...
Like i said, you are wasting your time... won't it be better that you spend more time with your new b/f or friends??? Don't tell me you never expect things to be like this when you decided to embark on your new life? :)

Yes, i'm trying to forget you... Cause i loved you so much... So much more then i had realised... But like i said it all doesn't matter anymore.... Be happy and be content with your new life... Pls stay away from me... I'm just a dark spot in your other-wise wonderful life...

Saturday, July 30, 2005

MST...

In another few days, mid-semester tests is going to start....
Taking a couple of days away from work to study....
Seriously i haven't done much.... don't know what to study.

So happy for my (younger) brother, seems like he's finally over the stupid gal whom he was head over heels for...
Let's hope it remains this way. She's just another b#$*h toying with his feelings. Really don't understand what took him so long to realised that. I guess the end of my own relationship, somehow shown him that he too can move on from being trap in this endless loop.
Fast-forward to now, it seems like he's surrounded with gals ever since his started his Engineering Course in NYP. Whether he's in his class, or in his swimming CCA.... I'm so envious... And it seems like he really closed with this particular gal in his class... From their conversations, seems like this gal pretty much have a good impression of my brother. But i think he's probably too numb-skulled to realise anything. Wahahahahaha

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

What's there to look forward too?

These few days i kept asking myself these really dumb questions...
What's am i doing? Why am i here? What purpose do i served?
It's like i'm in the Matrix...am i a real human being? or just another battery

What kind of difference can i make? In my own life and other people's lives?
So confused!!! I feel so aimless...
Like dropping into a bottomless pit, free falling deeper into the void.

Why am i doing this diploma course? What do i hope to achieve?
To earn more money? To go higher up the corporate ladder?
If it's to make more money, i'm sure there's probably faster ways to make money...
To find a better job? Maybe....

When i was attached, i know i have to upgrade myself...so that i can provide my loved one with at least a decent lifestyle
But now i'm all alone...
What the motivation to push myself?
Ask a friend this, her reply was, "That's easy mah, go get yourself a girlfriend lor"

Haha...easier said then done

I think i need to set some sort of goals for myself...but what? Any advice?

Who can give me some answers?

I should be busy revising my notes for the upcoming test, instead i'm wasting my time pondering over all this crap.

Monday, July 25, 2005

What's wrong with me today? Everything is in a blur...
Head feel so empty...i feel so down... must be one of those "lost my mind" day!

Been listening to this song on my ipod....
"No Ordinary Love" by Sade

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

I gave you all the love I got
I gave you more than I could give
I gave you love
I gave you all that I have inside
And you took my love
You took my love

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

When you came my way
You brightened every day
With your sweet smile

Didn't I tell you
What I believe
Did somebody say that
A love like that won't last
Didn't I give you
All that I've got to give baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

I keep crying
I keep trying for you
There's nothing like you and I baby

This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love
This is no ordinary love
No ordinary love

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling

I'm falling

Keep trying for you
Keep crying for you
Keep flying for you
Keep flying I'm falling
I'm falling

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Chartered Challenge Basketball 2005

Chartered Challenge is a success!!! My team, erm...the team, Barako, that i played in came out top in the chartered challenge...Whoopie!!!!
After 6 hard fought matches...we were crowned CHAMPION!!!
Everything was great, we fought hard, stick to our game plans, played tough defence!!!
Haven't been enjoying such good games, even when i played in the BAS Div games...

We won all the matches, killed off the CSP team, Seven, that beated us last saturday... whacked them hard in the finals!!!
We aren't supposed to lose to them in the first place!!! Guess, we were too complacent.
The filliponoes in the team were great, just that they tend to lose their heads, and start doing silly things.
Good job, Arles, Noel, Marium, Zaldy, Abet and Philips!!! Three cheers to you guys!!!
Felt really good to be in the winning team...to lift the trophy, to have everybody cheering you on... although half the stadium is filled with people from CSP...
I guess that's what basketball is all about, that's the fuel that kept me going!!!!

I have done enough this year for the CSG team...the championship belongs to CSG this year. So i guess i will have to find another challenge next year with another team. :P Think i'm letting this win getting to my head...hahaha

Briused and battered all over... tomorrow it's the start of another new league of games....
the league whereby i can't swear....don't know how i'm going to deal with it.... but i'm not a swearing person, so it's not gonna be that tough...

Another wonderful week ahead i hope....

good night to everybody.....

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Just back from lesson today...
Was a pretty lethargic day...didn't really have the 精神 to do anything...
guess i haven't been getting enough sleep for the past 4 days...

Mum shown me a newpaper article on how not getting enough sleep can be harmful to the body. I, too wish that i can have ample sleep every night, but it just can't be help! i guess...

Had two silly pratical test today...one is Micro-controller and the other is Logic design... think i should be able to get some good marks for both of them... Like i said, they are silly, so how hard can they be? :P

Today, someone msg me, asking this:
Hey, how are you? Life is good right? more meaningful than ever? how's ur days so far?

Hmm, if you get do check out my blog regularly, here's my reply to you :)

I'm very fine, thanks for your concern! Appreicate it very much...
Is Life good? I think so, but i'm not getting enough sleep as i just mentioned above. So is that consider good? Well, i don't.
A lot of things depend on how do you view them in life.
I'm just a simple person, so as long i got enough vitamin M, enough sleep and my basketball...i think i'm more or less i'm contented...
How's my days so far? I'm gonna be busy lor!!! Dreadful examinations coming up soon, lots of basketball matches to be played...
So many things, but so little time...and my IPPT also coming soon...NO TIME TO TRAIN!!!

So is my life meaningful? Seriously i don't know... Still looking for somebody whom i can share my joys with... that person can don't share my sorrows lah, i can handle them myself. LOL But it seems like that person is still far far away from me, so she so near me that i never noticed her???

Weird thoughts.....


Hope tomorrow is a sunny day....going to Safra Yishun to swim and work on my tan!!!

Good night, and thanks for reading....

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Hmmm...been so busy these days....
First, with the Chartered Challenge going on now... Lost one if the three matches which we were supposed to have won!
Everybody was expecting us to come up tops for our group...

Murphy's law i guess....
Anything that can go wrong, will go wrong....Hahahaha

But this Sat's final will be an exciting one!!! So anybody interested to catch some exciting basketball matches, please drop by at Chua Chu Kang Indoor Stadium!!! Lots of actions!!!!

Got pulled into another basketball league game...this time is a church open league, will be playing at Novena area...
Guess what? First thing i was told, that if i'm playing in a game, i'm not supposed to swear!!! OMG!!! No more "damn" or "shit"
Wah lau... but as Toine said, this league is a notch higher then the current CCK league i'm playing in. Looking forward to playing better players and improving myself both in my skills and mentally awareness....
Just pray very hard that i will not get injured...

Just back from practice with my new team-mates at NIE/SMU....aching all over, been so long since i had a massage.
I miss those nights when 'she' will massage for me, whenever she stayed over... Haha... Nevermind, can also go to a proper spa for a good swedish massage...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Ahhh....2 days away from the office....felt so good!!! Maybe i should do this more often...Now that i have completed the Basic Execl course, hopefully i can get to enrol in the other topics...

Learnt several new handy shortcuts when i'm using Execl, never knew that it could be so easy...
Overall, it's pretty interesting, but most of the things i learnt before already, so most of the time i was surfing the net!! Hahahaha
Also this is the first time i had a proper conversation with HG... In company, the most i said to her was either "Hi" or "Good morning" She seems like a pretty nice lady, but i guess i don't work under her, so i can't really comment.... I think it's better that things remain as it is this way...

After the external course ended, i headed straight to school....took bus 14 instead of the usual bus 106, wah...seems like forever...make me feel like vomitting....Yes, i admit!!! I get car-sick easily....
As i was in school way ahead of time for the lesson, i decided to go to the study area to surf the net on my lappie to kill some time...
That was when i saw her...Sitting at one of the bench with a fren of hers...i think they are studying or something. And so unfortunately she glanced in my direction...i'm sure she saw me.... I'm sure it was her....the blonde-dyed hair of hers....

I hate it!!! A few days ago, i have decided that i will just forget her existence totally and get on with my life...
Oh God, why do you want to make fun of me like this?? It's bad enough that you make her reply my sms messages with mono-pharse replies. It's bad enough that you make her doesn't want to go out with me... And now when i have finally set my mind on forgetting her...You just have to let me see her in person??? Why? Is this a test or a cruel joke??? I'm so weak....

Just like Joel said in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"Why do i fall in love with every woman i see, who shows me the least bit of attention?"

Yes, i like her ever since i met her so long ago...but things had changed...

Life really sucks...

Saturday, July 09, 2005

another weird idea....

After i have done scuba-diving....
I chance upon another website, offering sky-diving....
Should i even think about it???
So who's game????

Hmmm.....
Can't sleep, although i have to work tomorrow, just feel that the 2 days break is never enough.... Time just whizz by....before you know i, it's back to work and back to lessons....
Everything is so routine....and what the hell is wrong with the gals i know???
I'm just a simple guy who want to go out...that's all!!! What i get?? No replies after smsing her, or just mono-phrase replies from another....Why is it so hard???
I know i'm lacking in the looks department, but beside that i'm just an ordinary guy! I would eat you up....ARGHHHH...it's so frustrating....

I hate all this....

Monday, July 04, 2005

I'm back from Pulua Aur

Before i say anything...here are some nice scenery to begin with;








Cool right??? And the best thing about thise place? There isn't a telco base station! So no need to worry about the boss calling you up for work!!! Wahahahaha

Yes, the short weekend was spent on the island Pulua Aur for my PADI Open Water ScubaDiving Couse.
After a whole week of intense thoery and pool sessions. We (my buddy, JL and Me) are ready to face the depth of open water!!!

After an agonising 8 hour on both bus and boat. We got to P. Aur! Phew! What can i say about the place? Everything was superb!!!! Although lodgging could be better, but what the heck, we were there to dive not to enjoy the bunk!!

I have never snorkel before in my life...never really been to a bench resort beside Bintan, so i could never really comprehend how beauitful the underwater world is....And with the first of the five open water dive there.... i was like "Wow", i so want to do it again....

It's like a drug!!! Everything was so pretty, the corals was a beauty, the fishes are pretty....everything is so Zen in there...all peace and quiet. (beside the occasional tinking sound made by the instructors) You just have to fin your way around, and keep your eyes open to all the beautiful sights....

Most importantly!!!! I'm now a PADI certified openwater scubadiver!!!! WAhahahahaha....
How cool can it get??? What i need now is lot of diving kakis to go dive with me......And lots of vitamin M :(

Kinda broke for the month, but i really enjoy myself....
This is something i always dreamt about doing, and i have done it!!!! A pat on the back to myself!!!! :)
So happy but freaking tired!!!!

Think i will end this entry here, with this.....hee hee hee

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

Sometimes I wonder if I should have keep mum about my failed relationship. Yeah, I feel better with people around u, encouraging u, tellin u 2 move on, feel good about yourself...blah blah...etc

But why do I get e feeling tat i'm being joked abt? Am I petty? Or just thinking too much?

Why do people always try 2 link me up with stuff tat doesn't concerns me?
Yeah..."I'm single, but i'm nt tat desperate 2 get settle with just any gal!"

Example, new gal join my department. So? Seriously I don't really care if she's 18 or 35. Whether she's single or attached? This and that! "I DON'T CARE!!"

So what if she's single and fits everything tat I look 4 in a gal? I always believe in tis, "Don't shit at where you eat!!" Don't want to change the only place where I can have some peace (provided my boss and seniors don't give me shit) into a place of unpleasant memories if things goes wrong....

Shitty thoughts....Argh

Sunday, June 12, 2005

dream....

i not much of a dreamer...at least most of the time i can't remember what i dreamt of...
But last night, i had the longest dream, although i only slept 6 hr but the dream was like the whole day!! i guess time doesn't exist when you are in dreamland....
what did i dreamt about? I dream about her. Yes, someone whom i should be forgetting... But everything is so vivid.

She was wearing the most beautiful white top that i had gotten her... her long flowing hair, which she haven't dyed and permed before. With a short demin skirt...she look prefect!!! You look really beautiful, Darling!! That what i said to her in my dream.
When we were together, i never really commented much on how she looked, how she dresses... she was always beautiful in my eyes. But i guess all women need some kind of assurance, doesn't matter if it necessary or not... wahahahaha

Time spent when we were in each other's arms...just close to each other, flesh to flesh...i could just smell her hair...everything was so clear...it didn't seem like a dream at all...What we chatted about was not important...what matter was we were in each other's company...she would just lie in my arms, although that will make my arm numb, but i didn't mind! IF that's wat she wanted, i will do that for her....I didn't want to wake up....

But....

I asked myself why am i having this dream??? Isn't it all over? Wasn't i supposed to totally forget that she ever existed in my life? The pain that now she's gone kept surfacing to my head. i don't understand why...

Life is starting to get bored i guess....


But why i miss her is not because i'm bored or whatever... I just miss the times we had...
If only....there was a time machine... if only...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

GSS

Great Singapore Sale....
Have anybody found any great bargains?? Please let me know okay?? I admit, i'm a shopping freak...
I'm a guy who like to shop...but like most guys, we shop specifically.(at least that what i do)
but as the years pass by, seems like there isn't much stuff to look forward too. And the stuffs that are on sale, still require lots of Vitamin M, which i don't have a lot :( That SUCKS!!!

Anybody can tell me how to get more Vitamin M, Think i really need more of that!!! Wahahahahaha
Most people buy ToTo or 4D....but i don't do that! Hmmm...looking at the amount of money my parents throw in every month in hope of winning something... really turn me off.... I think, over the year the amount probably add up to a 10 of thosand...and what are the return they got back?? Probably less then 10K.....

Looking forward to the diving trip...

Lake Toba...Wonder how is the place like...Heard my tution teacher talked about it before... It's supposed to be a very beautiful place. But with all the recent earthquake and the rumor that Lake Toba might actually erupt after being dormant for so long...
Hmmm.....exotic place laced with danger.....sound pretty cool...

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

This had been a long week…one more day till my off-day…
Looking forward to it…

The new gal has finally appeared!!! Well, she looks like a simple gal… very decent looking gal… Long hair, slim body… not those “WOW” may I know you type of gal… didn’t have much chance to talk to her….
Well, the good thing is Huiyi now has a partner….

The smurf village just added another smurfette…. Wahahaha

Apple Computer Inc. just announces on Monday that they are going to switch over to using Intel processor, instead of the good old IBM PowerPC processor… Mixed feelings in all the forums that I been too. Is it for the best or worst? I guess only time will tell!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Do you...

have a classmate that you hate???

Well, i have!!! Things were pretty alright in the first year that we were together...
To the rest of the class, we were like this two being from another planet...
We had great rapport, we can do presentation stuffs really well! (i admit he's a notch above me)
But lately...it's kinda annoying with somebody like him around me...

Things that he say really annoy the hell out of me....
eg.
"Dont you think it's a waste of time getting the diploma??"
"So are you still at that mindless job that doesn't require you to do any sort of thinking?"
"Why is the Maths Lecturer teaching so slow?"
"Why can't i get exemption for this module?"

First to answer all this question of yours!!!!
If getting this diploma is such a waste of time, why are you even here? Quit the course and go do something else!!! If you are so smart, why don't you complete all your crap in the first go instead? Why are you even with us??? C'mon!!! Be realistic, just because you are smarter than most of us in the class, doesn't entitle you to be saying all this crap!!!

Secondly, what i do is totally none of your business!! Yes, i admit my job is crap...unlike you, who is doing some stuff that's related to what we are studying. So??? Just mind your own bloody business... Ever heard the saying "Silence is gold?"

Thirdly, Yes, the maths lecturer is slow in his teaching, why? Because most of us are slow learners. If we are so smart, we won't be attending the night classes already!!! If you think the lecturer is slow, take my advice then, come later....maybe you can reach the class at about 9pm??? 1/2 hr before the lesson is over and when you are here....just shut your trap and do the tutorials quietly...OKAY??? F$%K

Lastly, Why can't you get any exemption for the modules?? Well, i don't know! Maybe you can just approach the head of the department and have a good discussion with him/her...hopefully he/she can give you a answer!


WTF!!!! Just because you are the first person i spoke to on the first day of the course, doesn't mean i have to listen to all your stupid whining...Grow up...and get a life!!! Can't you get the message that i'm trying to keep away from you??? I don't want you to sit beside me and start to make snide remarks of the other classmate, and yes, i do want to listen to the lecture!!!



Don't think he will get to read this...but i just want to get it out of my system....

So anybody had such a classmate?? How the F$%K do you deal with them???
ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! STUPID ASSH#$E!!!



CAn't sleep....don't know why, maybe it's the cup of teh ping i had during dinner...
And i got to be up at 6.30 later. :(



KKK, you didn't miss anything, although you couldn't make it out for the PC Show...it's crap...
Let's hope the Comex at the next quarter will be a decent one...

And my new friend didn't turn up...she had something on... Disappointed? A little...
But so what?? Just a friend.... Hope whatever she had on, went fine...

Saturday, June 04, 2005

my day...

3rd of Jun is a special day...if things didn't went wrong.
It's marks the 6th anniversary of a relationship.... but reality always differ from what you think and what you want...
Everything changes...the only thing that doesn't change is change itself.


............



Sort of cleared up the problem at work after talking to JJ, guess what she said was right afterall. what difference does it make???
None!! And i might have better opporunities if i stay at where i am..
That is one thing out of my head....

...........


When is Father's Day har??? Is it this weekend or the coming one??? Anybody can tell me please!!!


.........


Went to swimming at Yishun Safra, my first time there...pretty decent setup, looks like i'm going to visit there more often, when i got the at 8am, there wasn't much people around expect a LOT of AUNTIES!!!! WTH!!!! Really make me sian -_-'
What to do? I guess all the bikini babes are still in the beauty slumber. Wahahahaha....
The good thing is, with nothing much to see, i could actually concentrate on actually finish my targeted 20 laps...
Read the morning papers by the poolside, had a go at the powerful jacuzzi jet...really shiok...
Went to wash up at around 9.30 to get ready for the my massage at the Raintree Spa which is also located in Yishun Safra....
Been a long time since i had a nice massage... Which remind me of a ad i saw in the paper...
Tiger Airways is offering tio fly to Bangkok or Hatyai @ only S$118 and it includes accomadations!!!
Looks like a trip back to either place is not a bad idea!!! Anybody interested???
Personally i refer Hatyai....things are cheaper there, And i can stock up on Adidas stuffs when i'm there...
It' all geninue and it's dirt cheap!!!!

I WANT TO GO!!!!!!


Okay back to the massage. After i got changed into my short, the massager took me to the room, she introduced, "This is our couple room, next time you can bring your girlfriend with you!" I was like, "Erm, Sorry auntie! I got no girlfriend leh, you want to introduced one to me har?" And the auntie replied, "The front desk manager (the gal whom i registered with before i got changed) lah, She's still single!!" I was o_o
Wah nowadays they not only massage, they also provide match-making services leh....really multi-tasking leh!!!
Anyway, back to the massage, it was pretty good, been a while since my last massage at Great World City...Felt refreshed when i came out of the room...Took a rest, drank some tea and left the place...

...........

Brought lunch home, for my mum and me, mum is down with fever and she's coughing really bad. And it seems like there's nothing i can do to ease her pain... Hai...i'm a lousy son...

Day ended with the night class in campus!!! Finally got my iBook setup to surf wirelessly!!!! Which means i can....surf in campus anytime i want!!! WAhahahahahahaha...

Looking forward to tomorrow, going to the PC Show 2005 with JL and KKK, meeting LL up to jalan jalan...and finally meeting a new friend of mine...Hopes everything turn out the way they should be....

Thursday, June 02, 2005

Sad...

Why? the new gal didn't turn up again....Seems like i'm having lots of expections of the new gal...wahahahaha
What if she doesn't turn out to be what i expect her to be? So what if she turns out to be a out of this world angel???
What does it got to do with me? Why am i so looking forward??? WHY????


No lah..... just hoping to see something new, beside all the new GUYS around me...wahahahaha

Faced with a dilemma.... work related dilemma.... How? Should i even consider what PR said???
:( It will be something new to try, and i guess the pressure won't be so heavy, as i won't be dealing with something very expensive... and a under a better boss... Wahhhhhh....

Thanks to JL, there's something to look forward too this coming Aug....
So if everything turns out as plan... we will probably return with the proper certification right???

So let's see.....

Proper certification = able to dive

A person who is able to dive is = diver

I am from the RSN = Navy

So when you combine both, you get.....









Navy Diver.......


Wahahahahahahahaha..........




think too much liao......

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

I hate HER!!!

Argh....going to have a nervous breakdown soon...
What is HER problem??? Why Must she have to be so KAN CHEONG about everything? If people want to delay giving us the lot, SO BE IT lah!!!! Why do you have to make a mountain out of a molehill??? Are you really so Free???
C'mon lah... Why don't you just sit down and relax a bit. Maybe you won't be having all this leg aching problems!!!

I just can't stand HER style of working... Yes, i know that we have to be responsible when it comes to work. But not like this!!!

I really hate it whenever i have to see Her at the start of the week!!!! And now it seems like i have to see Her throughout all her working days. Oh...F&#$!!!

Now i know why most people doesn't really like HER... not only does she make comments that is based on her own gathering... I finally understand why people always ask me to be careful of what i do... You might get shot in the back, if you are not careful!!!

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH..... And seems like i have to bear with all this until next year, Jan, seriously can't see how i can do that.



School was disappointing....the new girl didn't turn up... maybe she's shy??? Wahahahahaha...
Great to see all the guys back in campus... Looks like we have to grind our teeth through this semester!!!!
6 xiao liao (kids, at least they look kiddy to me) join our class for this new module, Microcontroller...
What's worst?? The 6 newbie are all guys....WTF!!!!

As for the new lecturer, he's from his Thailand, as i suspected... Can't really get anything he's mumbling about. Luckily i had my bound notes with me... Looks like this module is easy enough... just know to understand the concept, and i think i will be fine...


Looking forward to today.... maybe the new girl will actually turn up... Just hope that she is what all the guys expects!!! If not?
It's gonna be another boring semseter....

Monday, May 30, 2005

After tonight....

i'm going back to school, offically school has started...
no more time to watch TV, and i'm going start walking like a zombie along the company's corridors again... hahaha
okay, i will try not too... wait i kena "mark" by YC....wahahahahaha

Everything is going fine... no more public hoildays in sight until August.... looks like it gonna be a long start to the term...

Anybody interested to catch the LOTR Marathon with me??? I hope there are still places...last time i check, there are still a number of vanceies...
Invited a friend whom i think is a LOTR fanatic...but she just couldn't make up her mind... women...fickle-minded!!! :(

Hai... thinking of doing some stuffs that can drastically change my lifestyle... don't worry!!! I'm not going to do durgs or something crazy....

Just wanna get out of this boring life....work, go home, eat, watch tv....surf net, check mail....feel so trapped!!!!!

Help me!!!!

Wahahahaha....

Q: Why do people save??? For the future?? For getting stuff they want? i always ask myself why i save... I just can't came up with an answer.... whhahahaha....

Sunday, May 29, 2005

today.....busy busy

Today is my second off day... Wanted to sleep in late and get myself prepared for the FFBL match tonight...
Alas i wasn't able too... Waken up by my mum at around 8:45am, she was asking me if i had got the free radio clock that came along with the new cordless phone she brought at Courts recently. I told her, "No, i haven't went to redeem it yet!", "Can i do it next week?" She replied, "the offer is only until the 31st of May, and they are only open till 1.30pm today."

Looks like i have to go down then...but i'm so freaking tired!!! I only slept at 5am... after talking with LL on the phone...

Headache.... Don't think i can rely on my brother to go... he's so damn LAZY!!!!! I hate that....

I lazied for half an hour, washed up, called the place to confirm if they are really open and if there is any more radio clock for me to redeem, don't want to waste the trip down if it's all given out.

The lady sounded rather nice.... Left my name with her, so that she will know that i'm the guy who is without a warrenty card.

Took the mrt to Orchard....walked to the building, reached the 3rd floor where the office is.... the recepetion was empty...
The lady came out, looks like a twenty plus year old gal to me, had a really sweet voice, bad complexion though, tried to hide it with make-up...

She was really sweet... I think i should have ask her for a number or something... But i didn't!! I just hestiated... And i left...

I don't know why i had these sort of thoughts... Maybe i'm getting desperate.... Maybe i just want any Mary, Nancy or Lucy...
I don't know...
Why do i fall in love with every woman i see who shows me the least bit of attention???

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Met up with JR at Orchard again, we are going for dinner together before we head to the FFBL match at Unity Sec Sch.
Just walk aimlessly from the mrt, through Wisma, through Taka... headed to Herren....
And JR's g/f was in the area and wanted to drop by before meeting up with her friends for dinner...
What a nice gal... Lucky JR... I guess it was right for him the give up the previous relationship to be with this gal...
I suggested to have dinner at NYDC, but the one at WheelLock Place was damn packed and we gave up waiting in the queue and settle for Sushi instead....

Think i ate too little... I'm so hungry now... How i wish i have somebody to cook for me now... Any takers??? Whahaha

Think once i dozed off to dreamland, i won't feel hungry anymore...

As for the FFBL match...Yup we won!!!! so it's been 3 wins since the opening defeat by last year champions....Let's just hope the team can keep up the good work!!!!