#$%&@#

WTF is wrong with this world???
Damn pissed with what happened at work...

Got a letter this morning from my boss...
Yes, finally I got my first increment after working for two years...

nothing to brag about, it's just a miserable 2% of my basic pay...
all the hard work for that???
is it worth it??? Can't complain, because I would expect everybody to be getting about the same.
Well, if you tell me, SY or KP or even KW is getting a higher increment! I have no qualms about it...

But the SLUT??? WTF....
Why does she deserve to get a better increment than me??? Or anybody else???
Why? It's so fucking unfair....
Yeah...The world is never fair, or no two fingers is the same length...
But.... Not working long than a year...and having so many screw-ups...
and not working most of the time...
How do you justify the increment?
I would really like somebody to explain to me....Can anyone do that??

And what the fuck do she do anyway? Beside making a lot of stupid noise and comments and flirt vividly with the boss's boss...
Well, what to do??? She's a slut....what can I do?
I can't wear bareback to work...
neither can I wear skirt to work either...
yeah...not to forget i don't have half-ball to show...KNNCCB...
yeah, nothing is fair.....

and the fact that she's suppose to be SY's backup when SY's is on leave next week...
this makes me even more resolute to not help out even if boss does ask me too...
since she is getting much more than me, surely she must be competent enough to handle a small task of backuping SY when she's away...

I so totally demoralized with the fucking workplace...
whatever fucking drive i'm supposed to have for my first job is long gone...
don't see any point to work hard for preserve...
i guess the sentence, "it's not how you work, it's who you knows that matters"
how true....
would love to have change my job...if not for my stupid course holding me back...
DAMN...CCB......