Feelings...how do you know???

How do you know what people wants???
how do you know what your parents want from you?
how do you know what your siblings want from you?
how do you know what your loved ones want from you???

How??? Would you get your answer just by opening your mouth to ask them???
Or do you hope to guess from their gestures and behavior???
Or do you just sit there and wait for them to tell you instead???
Or why not simply "bochup" and save yourself some time and trouble....

How do you tell people what you want???
How do you express it???
Openly??? Discreetly???
What is the correct way??? Can anybody teach me???
:(

Frustrating... What is the proper way???
Is there even a proper way??
*sigh*

If there isn't one...the next best thing is to numb your thoughts...
Does anybody out there know how to??
Thoughts which you can't help surfacing in your mind...
What do you do??? Take some Panadols??? Hoping that it will kill it off like a headache??
Hahahahaha....

Life is full of so much contradictions....
sometimes it's a pain....
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Great Wednesday...manage to go workout in the company gym....haven't been there in age since the staff lonage was converted into office space...everything there remains pretty much the same...just that it is now relocated in a studio, where you can see those women doing their yoga, pilates, or even aerobics... in their undersized skimpy workout clothes... which kind of a turn off.... just imagine trying to squeeze everything into a undersized luggage, end up having stuff over spilling at the side... Yucks
Wahahahahahaha....

Will try to make time to go gym every Wed...to slowly regain my fitness...which i lost over the last 6 months...arghhhh...
Guess what i need now is a spotting partner...
any volunteers? :)