Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Ahhh....2 days away from the office....felt so good!!! Maybe i should do this more often...Now that i have completed the Basic Execl course, hopefully i can get to enrol in the other topics...

Learnt several new handy shortcuts when i'm using Execl, never knew that it could be so easy...
Overall, it's pretty interesting, but most of the things i learnt before already, so most of the time i was surfing the net!! Hahahaha
Also this is the first time i had a proper conversation with HG... In company, the most i said to her was either "Hi" or "Good morning" She seems like a pretty nice lady, but i guess i don't work under her, so i can't really comment.... I think it's better that things remain as it is this way...

After the external course ended, i headed straight to school....took bus 14 instead of the usual bus 106, wah...seems like forever...make me feel like vomitting....Yes, i admit!!! I get car-sick easily....
As i was in school way ahead of time for the lesson, i decided to go to the study area to surf the net on my lappie to kill some time...
That was when i saw her...Sitting at one of the bench with a fren of hers...i think they are studying or something. And so unfortunately she glanced in my direction...i'm sure she saw me.... I'm sure it was her....the blonde-dyed hair of hers....

I hate it!!! A few days ago, i have decided that i will just forget her existence totally and get on with my life...
Oh God, why do you want to make fun of me like this?? It's bad enough that you make her reply my sms messages with mono-pharse replies. It's bad enough that you make her doesn't want to go out with me... And now when i have finally set my mind on forgetting her...You just have to let me see her in person??? Why? Is this a test or a cruel joke??? I'm so weak....

Just like Joel said in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
"Why do i fall in love with every woman i see, who shows me the least bit of attention?"

Yes, i like her ever since i met her so long ago...but things had changed...

Life really sucks...