slipping into depression...

Can't get a grip on myself at all.
Slipping back to the depressing mood i had a couple of weeks ago...

What am i 煩 about this time?

It's been 1 month since i took over Pianhong's job scope...
Yes, it's a boring job...
It's in a corner...
There's nobody to talk to me...

But i like that... at least nobody to disturb me, no prying eyes to watch what i'm doing.
and most importantly, my work is being acknowledged and appreciated.

What must everything be judged my qualification??? Just because i do not have my dip, it means that i'm unable to perform the job scope of a Assistant engineer??? WTF
Lame....
Can't expect much when you haf crap/rubbish managing the department...
Arghhh....

What am i gonna do??? I really don't wanna to go back to what i was doing...
neither do i wanna do the 12 inch job...
it's a 吃力不討好的工作. Hmmm....工作 seems like a too kind word to be used.
think i should repharse it.... Shit.... seems more suitable...

How???

Why must everything be based on the qualification that you have???
but not on your ability???

Drinking and lots of drinking...

Long weekend for the this and the coming week...
Wow...
And i'm gonna be casting my Virgin Vote (神勝的一標) Wahahahaha
Crapping so much...
Been drink quite a bit, for the past few days...

First, on Wed nite, met up with my good friend of 10 years...
Wah...times really flies...
Chit-chatted about all the stupid stuffs in life...
Problem she faces in her personal life...
Hai... never knew that affair of the heart can be so hard to resolve...
at least not for me i guess...
When it's over... it's over
Why all the hassle and crap???
So what was i drinking????
Here...

A pint of Hoegaarden


Seems like these days that's my first choice of alcohol beverage. It doesn't leave a bitter aftertaste as compared to other kind of beer that i had before...

So both of us had a pint each, and obviously it aint enough for me, so i had another regular one...didn't took picture to compared the difference...

Well, on friday night, i went out with a bunch of kids...
hmmm...youngster i would call them, not kids lah...afterall they are all at least 20 plus years old already.... hahahahaha
One of my brother's friend birthday...
So where did we went to??

Cozy little place, at really cold temperature...
was cold like hell...and it's really small....
But not a bad place to hang out though.

The "youngster" crowd i was hanging out with...

The drinks we had...a Johnny Walker and some soda and fruit mixers...

My brother...

A toast with the birthday boy...

Well after we finished what we had on the table, we ordered some more shot and cocktail and "Tar" with the birthday boy...
In the end, what happened? He got real "high" of course...
Wahahahaha....and it funny, looking at all of them, highly intoxicated...
Well, at least they didn't get into any trouble...
Seems like my brother is getting worried about his own birthday, seeing how birthday are celebrated...