How to pass my chin-up???? Ahhhh

Lousy week....Had three tests and i think i'm probably gonna flunk for all of them....
I'm like a complete blank when i look at the test papers... i think it's my own fault for not checking the school website, whether they had uploaded any past year papers... Hai...looks like i have toput in more effort and try extra hard for the year end exams...

3 more months till my birthday, which means i have to clear my IPPT for this work year....
Alas, i failed in my weakest station(as expected), the chin-up station... I need to do at least 6 chin-ups to pass, but i could only mustered 5 pitiful one...AHHHHH...
But as i least i managed to clear the rest of the static stations and the 2.4km run.... Been so long since i had ran a 2.4.... At Maju camp, i just have to clear only 3 rounds of 800m.... 1st round was fine...2nd round, the lungs still to get tighter...harder to catch my breath... 3rd round was the killer.... luckily with my own stopwatch, i manage to squeeze in a walk here and there...
Timing was 11:15.... Phew, what a relief!!!
Now i have to book for another slot and hopefully i can clear my chin-up...

Saturday....What are you people doing? Out with friends? or your loved one? For me, woke up with a splitting headache.... Accompanied my mum to NTUC to do some goceries shopping... No strength to do anything... gonna rest my tired body, 2 grueing basketball matches back to back tonight... Hope i don't get injured... (touchwood)

My boss had been expectionally nice these couple of months, which really frightens me... but i can't lay on my laurels, and screw something up, i think i got to be extra alert and don't screw anything up.
Haven't seen my senior for 2 weeks already, and tomorrow i'm going to the lab late in the afternoon, don't know what kind if sacaristic remarks she gonna make... She's really a nice person, if only she not so calculative in everthing... Hai!!!

Why do some people think that it's possible to be friends after a relationship? Well, i'm not one of those people for sure!!!!
To whom it may concern, thanks for your concern towards me, but i think you are just wasting your time and effort, cause everything is not the same anymore :) I really don't see the purpose of making all this small talk, asking me about how my life is, how's day was, or whether if i had any stories to share....
No.... i don't have anything to share with you... not anymore, yes, maybe we are friends, so.... went we were together, how do i treat my friends??? I think i don't need to elaborate more....if you are a smart person...
Like i said, you are wasting your time... won't it be better that you spend more time with your new b/f or friends??? Don't tell me you never expect things to be like this when you decided to embark on your new life? :)

Yes, i'm trying to forget you... Cause i loved you so much... So much more then i had realised... But like i said it all doesn't matter anymore.... Be happy and be content with your new life... Pls stay away from me... I'm just a dark spot in your other-wise wonderful life...