My sunday....

Just got home...
it's been a lousy day...so should I say losing day?
Today is the opening day of the new season for the Friendship Filipino basketball League (FFBL)
I play in the team, Barakos...Which means raging bull in Filipino....
We have some very outstanding recuits for this new season...on paper, we look invincible...
but in reality....It was kinda of a big mess...
I think big is an understatement here....LOL.. Should be huge...
there is no long any balance in the team... The style that we are so used too, have been totally wrecked by the new recuits..
maybe it's a case of not having enough practice... But..... hai
in the end, we lose our opening game.... By 20 points if I remember correctly...
losing hurts, as a player.... But I can say I tried my best....

Few of us, really felt that this season we might actually have short season..Based on the way we are playing...
I felt the same too....


After this game...There is this church league...Which I have been playing for the past two months...
throughout the league...If I can remember, we barely won two games....And we could still make it to the quaterfinal...
tonight is another one of the do-or-die game...If we win, we will proceed to the semis...If not, we are OUT

For me....I'm kind of having a internal struggle...
as a player, I want to win....
but as a non-player, I want to lose this game...
cos I don't want my sundays to be burn anymore...
maybe I'm getting too tired....

In the end...We LOST...
happy? No..Cos my pride is kicking me inside...
i hate losing...i don't think any sane-minded athetle wants to lose...
so am i...

Maybe when i wake up tomorrow after a good night sleep, i can be glad that i have my sunday to myself...

For now...i just wanna enjoy my ice-cold Tiger beer..and head on to bed

time to put some focus on my lessons....
and to look forward to the K session at the end of the week with my colleagues...

Monday, everybody....hope ya all don't have monday blues!!!! Wahahahahah