Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Finally, life is picking up for me, i manage to pass my Maths!!! Yay!!! although it's just a D+ grade, but it's slightly better then i expected it to be. As for the rest of the modules, i got a A for the language subject, A for AutoCad and a Dist for Circuit Stimulation...
Distinction leh, first time in my life!!! Never would i expect that i could get a dist grade, i guess this is really a timely boost of motivation for me, in picking up the pieces of my life. I wonder who else got dist too??? Hahahaha
Strangely, the three modules that i managed to score well in, were taught by female lecturers! Which make me wonder why? Firstly, The three lecturer are not those younger newbie lecturers, they're probably what you can call "Shi Nai" age group...

My colleagues always tease that i can "click" well with "shi nai". Actually i don't want to be thick-skin, but i always seems to get along with women in that age-group. I don't understand why either! I guess God is fair in a way, since i can't really 'click' with gals my age, so he made it up in another way? Wahahahahah.... Think i'm losing it!!!
I wonder if it got anything to do with my grades. The maths module was taught by a male lecturer, thus the "just made it" result... Hmmmm...

I hope i can see all of my ploy-mates when the new term starts. From what i heard, most of them passed, expect for a few. Don't know what are their plans, i really hope that they don't give up. I know it's not gonna be easy to do the damn module a whole year again. But....just don't give up guys!!!

Checking mail today in the office, got a personality test email from one of my senior, decided to give it a go and it turn out pretty accurate .

here's the result;

向日葵 --任何时候都那么朝气蓬勃，灿烂而华丽。具有女皇般的存在感，容易谱出戏剧性的恋曲。
基本特征 在任何地方都同样华丽，谁都会很自然地仰慕你的活力。有很强的存在感，你有不会输给任何人的能量和很强的自尊心，有与生俱来的女王气质。没有任何根据的自信使你容易以自我为中心，所有的事情都要符合你的心意才行，不能容忍在人之下的好强使你经常会与人发生冲突，也正是这样的性格让你没有任何畏惧堂堂正正地追求自己的梦想，所以可以开出又大又美的花朵。
恋爱中的向日葵 如台风般热烈的恋爱，对方也会不由自主地被你带如其中。表面可爱但实际很坚强，你对爱情的坚定决心会使对方从心底接受你，你们的爱情会稳固而长久。但注意不要爱得过分。过浓的爱会让对方感到压力，也会破坏自己的好运气。将你的能量平均分给恋爱和工作最合适，即使结婚也不会影响工作。正如向日葵生长的环境，你需要外面的灿烂阳光，你会拥有家庭与恋爱以外的让你为之热衷的事业。
幸福秘诀 向日葵需求如果得不到满足，就会给周围的人带来麻烦。她会将自己的郁闷发泄出来，以致使别人和自己都受到伤害。因此按照自己的想法做自己想做的事情是最好不过的，不要眼中只有太阳，只有自己的梦想。注意不要对一些小事太介意。你有对任何事情都有过于计较的倾向，所以应该经常对自己进行客观的观察，反省后再往前走。
向日葵的朋友 能够真正理解看起来粗心大意、但是实际上内心很细致的向日葵的就要数满天星了。能够一直跟随着任性霸道的你的最佳伴侣是百合。
So, basically i'm a 向日葵, and the most suitable flower for me is 百合花. I know i shouldn't have done this stupid thing, but i keyed in her birthday and guess what??? She is a 百合花, so it means she is a prefect match for me....or should i say "was"

Life is never fair, just learn to deal with it...

Yeah, even till now, i miss her...but i know i can't do that anymore. She's attached now... it's wrong!!! but it's too late to regret now. I got to stop thinking about her, she's a mistake i made...i got to stop at this mistake... Sometimes i wonder if she does think of me anymore, not as a friend. I guess not... not her style...

Monday is coming, people!!! Get ready for Monday Blues!!! Wahahahaha