feeling...i don't know...

been a long time since i last posted anything...
these days time are spent working, playing basketball and spending time with Cynthia.
Kinda peaceful i would say....

Planning for our next trip...hopefully we can go to an "ang mo" country...
Enjoy the sights and weather there...and of cos, how can any travel end without any shopping??? hahaha...
Well, hence gonna scrimp and save for it....
Life is hard...But for the sake of it...i will try to endure :)

Work??? Currently being trained to take over a new job scope...
sometimes i wonder why am i doing so much??? Will doing all this get me anywhere?
Will anybody actually realised that what i'm doing???
Sometimes it's just do and do and do...but will you get back as much as you have given out???
I wonder.....

As to why am i being trained for it? Cos the person who's doing the job is going for her
maternity leave...going to give birth soon...It's a baby girl...
Happy for her...haha...
Like i said...anywhere there's pregnant lady, i won't be too far behind...WAhahahahaha

Feeling rather stressed...
worried that i can't feel her shoes....
not able to meet the expections of the new "sup"...
this kind of feeling is really sucky...

it's like when you have already trained so hard before a game...and halfway thru, ya thrown into the game...how will you react? Are you able to cope??
For that i don't know...
But i'll try...

Sometimes...i just need some support...
I'm only just human too....
hai....
tired and vexed...