mixed-feeling...

last paper this afternoon...
by right, i should be really happy that this semster is finally over
but, it's the agonising part of waiting for the results to be annouce...
Arghhh....yeah, i have been doing well for the two modules...

Well, no point crying over spilled milk...what's gonna happen, will happen i guess...

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Now? i'm feeling miserable...
why?
dunno...just feel lousy...
lousy enough to hate myself...
very lousy....

feeling tired, stressed, aching...and miserable...
i know i shouldn't be a selfish jerk...
but i guess i'm still me....
i'm worried about where she is now...
whom she's with now...
how's she is now....
i guess she must be enjoying herself...
:)
hope it clear your mind of all your niggling problems...
i'm sorry...

should be studying now...but instead i'm here blogging again...
argh....hate it when i do this particular subject...
was never good at anything analog....
so i guess modules with the word "analog" in them, is probably gonna make my life hell...
just like this module...Analog Communication System...Who the hell wanna learn all this??
Hai...but i guess i dun have much of a choice either...
get it over and done with....

Some pictures from my recent Cruise trip...

Well...it's obvious which cruise liner i took....once you see this picture :P


With Penang behind us...


It was still between the 15 days of Chinese New Year, thus the setup at Gurney Plaza, Penang


M, I, C, K, E, Y.....m, o, u, s, e.......mickey mouse!!! Notice the canny resemblence
wahahahahahaha....


Ship behind me while we head to Patong Beach


Beautiful Patong beach....And my pretty girlfriend too!!

Electricity is actually just organized lighting....

First day of my semester exam...
think i should fare okay for it...
not really worried about this paper though, more worried about the next one on Thur
....
Well, at least it one down already, i should be relaxed a little...

Was at my aunt's place in the late afternoon to help receive her sent-for-service LG DVD player...
since i got there early, and she has cable TV, so i switch around the channel and saw this really interesting documentary
about the Great Wall of China...
From how it's built, where it cover from, the purpose of it...etc etc
Wow....
imagine it was bulit so long ago which the so-called technologies at that time..namely pure human labour
and it can still be found standing enduring the harsh elements of time and weather...

After watching that show...
it leaves me wondering...about something else...
What are the Wonders of the World???
to my limited knowledge...i was told there was seven of them, not all that i can remember...
but the ones that i do remember are;
i. The Great Wall of China (of course)
ii. Great Pyramid of Giza
iii. Taj Mahal
iv. The Leaning Tower of Pisa
v. Angkor Wat (heard before, but have not a slightest idea how it's like)
vi. The Colosseum
vii. Stonehenge

not really sure about the 6th and 7th entries....
Anybody know??? Can enlighten me??? Just drop me a comment!
A search on Wikipedia didn't reveal much either, but instead it kinda confused me even further with the different wonders catogories, such as wonders of the ancient world, wonders of the modern world and it even includes the nautral wonders of the world...
hahahaha...

confusing eh???
Well i am...
on a night when i should be K-ing books...i'm pondering over all this nonsense...
Well....that's me i guess...

Frustrating V'Day :(

Happy Valentine's Day to all...
Did you get to spend the night with your loved ones?
Well...i had half the night only, cos i'm stuck with going down for lesson....

Was frustrated the whole freaking day...
was intending to surprise Cynthia with a bouquet of flower, by having it deliver to her workplace...
of course i kept my mouth mum...
But the stupid online florist company screwed up!!! DAMN
i have indicated to have the flower delivered from 9am - 12noon, but until lunch time...
i have still yet to get a call from Cynthia....Wondering if she have actually gotten it.

Called the company to find out what's going on...as expected from the operator...
Telling me that today is a special occasion...lots of delivery...ensure me that the delivery will be done!
Hearing that...i guess i kinda relented....or it's just the female voice over on the other end...
Hahaha

Had a talk with Cynthia after lunch...hearing her mentioned being ask whether if she getting flowers on that day.
Trying so hard to keep the secret in me....just hoping that the stupid company can quickly send in the flowers...

So i waited......

and waited......

Until 3plus...still no news....
Called the company again....
this time round, a guy answered my call..
Telling me that the flowers are on the way, but can't promise what time it will reach...
could even take as late as 10pm...

I was like "WTH"
and he has the cheek to say "There's nothing i can do" and hang up on me...

Feeling so helpless...but still hoping that the flower can still be delivered...i still didn't tell Cynthia about it..

At knocking off time...got to head for lesson...
Still no news at all...
No choice...i gonna let Cynthia know...
She sounded so touched...and surprised...
But i felt bad/horrible...because the flowers didn't got to her...

I should have just opt to get the flower at a local florist just before meeting her for the night!

Big lesson learnt!!!!

As for the company i mentioned!!!
here's the webby:

http://flower.localstreets.com/index.jsp

DO NOT EVER ORDER FROM THEM!!! THE LOUSY CUSTOMER SERVICE THEY PROVIDE IS ENOUGH TO TURN ANYBODY OFF!!!
BOYCOTT THEM!!!!

Hectic Weekend and Valentine's Day

Finally, the 15 days of Chinese New Year comes to an end...
This time round it brought back certain memories...
no longer do i have to be in a delimma to decide whether i must go aboard to "bai nian", no more long stupid train ride....
no more this and that...no longer do i need to go to people's place and see people's black face!!! No more of this crap!!!
good? Using good to describle this feeling is an understatement....
Should be Great!!! Wahahaha....And i even have the time to go on a relaxing cruise trip...
Ah...Life is indeed getting better!!!!

Played to gruesome games over the weekend...luckily we managed to secure the third placing...
unlike last year, when our final game ended up in a fight...
Well...yesterday it also almost ended with a fight...but luckily the situation was controlled...
and we won...

Tomrrow is Valentine's Day.....
Let me wish all the couple in the world out there...a happy valentine's day
may you all have lots and lots of valentine's days to come!!!

Speaking of Valentine's Day...you can't miss out flowers....be it roses or lilies...or whichever kind your loved one likes...
but also on this day...unscruplous merchants jack up the prices of all this flowers just to make a quick profit...
how i was i got lobang for all this, then i can also make some quick buck..hahaha

No longer do i have to hestiate giving flowers to Cynthia...be it just a single rose or a huge boquet of flower...
i will know she will appreicate it...not like before...with a horrible experience i had...i meant how stupid can that person be???
if you don't like the flowers...you don't send the complain sms to the person who gave you the flowers...right? Ha...
Well...i hope that person learnt a lesson...be thankful for what you have...or you will end up with nothing ANYMORE in the end
:)

Felt so good to rant all this out...on a Monday morning....
Think i'm gonna be late for work....
Argh...another week!!!

Happy Monday Blues to all!!! And Happy Valentine's Day!!!!

What is going on today???

Totally not in the mood for lesson...
Seems like i'm losing interest in that piece of paper...
a piece of paper that can guarantee me at least a 1600-1800 pay allowance????
wahahahaha...
Everything in school seems so bland...

Read in the papers today...
In Columbia, heartless drug traffickers actually surgically put bags of heroins into little PUPPIES
and try to use their to do their dirty deeds...WTF man...
How can they do that? That is so cruel...
Is that what money can do to a person, for his own benefits and ignore everything elses???
Even those little creatures???
So how true is this sentence? "Everyone has a price"
Any comments???

Well, thanks to Bro James and Adrian...my iTune Prepaid Card finally arrived in my hands...
Well, let's take a look...

The whole package...gonna omit his address to give him some privacy

The card in it's backing.

The card

Back of the card, and you think you can copy my serial number? ha..

But....i still yet to register into it...because of some email address problem....DAmn it!!!!

Yeah, on Nian Chu San... Cynthia and i went to get a pair of couple ring...




Nice???

Of course, both of us prefer something more classy, like Tiffany & Co.
But, since we are on a tight budget, i guess this should do for now...
But we will welcome any kind Sponsors..without a doubt!!! Wahahahaha

Can't wait for Sunday to arrive....Cause i'm going on a Cruise....
Back out at sea....where i truely belong...LOL

Enjoy the weekend..folks...

CNY...Chu Er...

Today is the second day of Chinese New Year...
This year is kinda different...
No longer do i have to be dilemma-ed whether i have to leave the country or not...
Life is different..Life is GOOD!!

First day is spend travelling around the whole of Singapore...
I think beside the south of singapore....i probably have been to it all...
All those travelling (on the back of a lorry) really made me sick :(
And what pissed me off...was my mum...saying that i was throwing a tantrum...
yeah...why don't you try it yourself? Going from Tampines to Bukit Gombak...
So stupid....

Went to Cynthia's place in the evening... hang around...got a couple of AngBao...
Sorry luv... you know some stuffs...i got no control over...

The first day just ended like that...in a tired frenzy...of travelling here and there...

Chu Er....went to my Si Gu's palce in admirality...after my cousins visited us at my place...
Went on down to Lakeside..to my Da Gu's place...
had the usual vegetarian lunch...but this year don't have the vegetaian shark fin :(
which happened to be my fave every year....

Went off after lunch to find Cynthia at Royston's place....
At there, it another round of "gong xi fa cai" greeting here and there :P
watched some SCV...gambled a little...
Relaxing afternoon....left at 4pm with Cynthia for home...my home i mean...

Happy birthday to my good friend whom i have know for 10 years already...
So how does it feel getting older? :P Miss Loo...
And do i hear wedding bells soon???

Haven't been blogging regularly...work, studies, and spending time with Cynthia
And being busy with some stuffs which will kinda affect my life...
whether or not to make the decision...it depends with a lot of factors...

Getting my iTune Prepaid card soon...meaning????
i can start downloading songs legally from the internet like all the other 10 million peeps
whom has purchased their music from the iTune Music Store, which is not available in Singapore :(
thanks to Brother James for your kind effort....Can't wait for my colleague to pass it to me on 1st of Feb...
Hmmm...what should i download first? Songs? Videos? or TV Shows?

Anyway, not to bored you guys with all this rubbish....

Wanna wish all those who read my blog
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
GONG XI FA CAI!!!!
Hope i get more ang bao this year!! wahahahahaha

Photos galore....

Lots of flaming flamingos...

This American eagle kept moving when i was trying to get a snapshot of it, Cynthia said that it's just posing for the camera..wahahaha

This bald eagle, however, is simply 'bochup'

Next stop, Pelican cove...

I think the picture speaks for itself...

Tallest man-made waterfall in the world!!!

Under the waterfall...hahahah

Lory Loft....i like that wording made up by the birdies...

Lot of colourful lories in sight...whizzing by...

Horny pair of lories...get a room...or should i say, nest???

Taken at the Flamingo Café, while we are having coffee...

Enjoy....

Where do we go when we die????

Was taking a cab home...
after having supper with Cynthia and sending her home...
Pretty late, as she was having lessons as well....

Back to the cab, it's this old uncle whose driving...
asking me which route to take...so i was like...the usual, KJE, BKE then SLE...
exit at woodlands ave 12...
And he suggested..how about via Mandai Zoo there??? I was like...WTF
it will be like taking a bloody big loop...
Anyway i told him that i can direct him...

All of the above aint the most important...
but...throughout the whole journey, he was like going at 110-120km/hr...
i was like O_O
Everything was whizzing past the cab...
And this thought struck me...
"What if the cab 'buang'?"
Will i die?
If i do die...will anybody actually miss me?
Suddenly felt so vunerable....
So, i quickly snapped on my seat belt...
Never realised that i was so afraid to die... hahahahaha...
If i die, where will i go??? Is there a Heaven? Where i will spent the rest of my time there sing hymns...and basking in HIS's glory?
Or will i be sent to Hell? Doomed to be burnt in the eternal flames...

Maybe i just need a break.... :P

Almost raining the whole day again...
Will it keep on raining again tomorrow???

Still no time to upload the photos...maybe over the weekend...
Cheers...
Weekend is just around the corner!!! Yay..

rain, rain....go away, come again another day!!!

How long has it been raining???
since last saturday? or? i can't remember?
guess the global weather is really changing...thanks to us, human...
wahahaha...

The year 2006 has been a good one so far... Why?
hmmm... let me see....
i'm gonna complete two year of my part-time studies... of course, another two years to go
but it's okay...it's for a better future
Finally, my younger brother is moving on with his life, no longer STUPIDLY waiting for a relationship with no outcome...
at least he's going out on dates... which he should have done like so long ago...
Let's hope that this new gal is a nice gal that will be worth his time and feelings...

Went to the Jurong BirdPark on Hari Raya...
Pity the place was under renovations and it was RAINING... DAMN!!!
But walking around with a unbrella with the one important person with you...
i guess the rain doesn't really matters....hahaha...
Took some pictures...but having some problem uploading them...
will share with my mass readers...wahahahaha...
i noe you will be interested...FP, right? hahahaha...

As to the bro with some affairs of the heart...
you have my 100% support...but i think you gonna really try very hard...
My best wishes to you....

Tired...
Hope the rain will stop soon...can i have some sunny days???

1st of Jan 2006...

It’s been a rather fast 2005…
It’s now 2006…Wow…
And on the first day of 2006…kena my first red bomb…
Who’s the lucky guy? Weiping…my ITE coursemate…
Decent, nerdy looking guy with a “see all his teeth” signature smile…
Guess he decided to step into the grave of marriage early :P wahahahah
Who’s the bride? I have no idea, whatsoever… Apparently, she’s Weiping’s secondary school classmate or something…
Nothing against her, just find her rather fierce…maybe she don’t know us or something… but I guess on such a happy occasion… must she be like that????

Never expect him to get hitched so fast, because never did we hear him talking about having a girlfriend, and before you know it….Blam!!! Into the grave…Wahahahaha
Not that getting married is a bad thing, but guess it’s too sudden for me to accept, and he’s just the same age as me…Wow…
For people out there wondering…No, it’s not a case of “like that, like that lor, so must get married!” Hahaha
Anyway…my congrats again to the newly-weds!!!!

After the wedding…those of us who were at the dinner, namely Calvin, Kent and Kent’s girlfriend, Terry (pathetic right?), we decided to go to Zouk to chill out…
It’s been so long since I last went there…and with the recent major renovation it had, I’m definitely curious to go take a look…
And since Cynthia ain’t working on Monday(unlike poor Moi), decided to ask her if she interested to go have some fun too.
Got there at around 11.15pm…not much of a crowd. I guess most people probably had already partied on New Year’s Eve… Thanks to Kent’s wide networking we managed to secured a table…although it aint near the dance floor…it‘s enough! I’m old liao, cannot go dance-floor choing le…wahahaha

So we had our drinks…I just like drinking and swaying to the music and stealing kisses with Cynthia :P Wahahahaha…Guess it’s the company that matters when you go clubbing, in my opinion…Had fun with the blokes…it’s always fun to hang out with Calvin and Kent…they just seems to have fun with a snap of a finger…
Anyway…I left ard 1.30am…. cause I gotten work on Mon ☹

Still feeling pretty stoned as I’m updating this entry…

Happy New Year, to all who reads my blog….
Maybe all your resolutions and wishes come true in 2006.

Been a while...huh

Been so long since i updated my blog....
how long have it been? checking my last entry was like on 12 Dec...
and today? 30 Dec already... Phew...

Lots and lots kinda happened this couple of weeks...
mostly good things ba...
Guess i have been going out with my sweetheart almost everyday...
Feel so great to be in LOVE... with the special someone who's always on your mind...
24/7...

Let see....this month, there's christmas.... my first month with my love, and the New Year coming up in a few days...

Christmas...hmmm...didn't wanna go squeeze with the crowd in town, so we(my g/f & I) decided to head out to Marine Parade instead...get some dinner and head over to the beach for a walk... turns out East Coast is bustling with activites...with lots of people having BBQ and the lot of people actually setting up camps, probably spending the night there...
So we were discussing how uncomfortable and uneasy it's gonna be with so many people camping around you...and you can't do anything with the thought of people might actually hear you...wahahaha
guess if i have the money...i would prefer to get a nice hotel room with a nice view (where? think Sentosa would be great), at least privacy is guaranteed...
Nothing much beside strolling and sitting down and chatting about anything under the sky...
Like that kind of feeling... romantic i suppose...

Our first month... Got her surprised when i got something that she liked delivered to her workplace...
Kinda of throw her off track by telling her that the something is with me all the time and will pass it to her when we met up at night... so when the delivery got to her place...guess that kinda surprised her.... Do you like it? I hope you do :)
After that we had japanese buffet at River View Hotel....nice cosy place and we got the window seats...Thanks for the treat, Luv...

Well...as for the coming New Year...hmmm...
Guess i will not be heading anywhere...
Cos my darling will be busy at work... although i'm sure she won't mind if i go out with my frens or something...
but i don't know... if possible i would wanna be with her :P counting down....to the new year...

My brother and his frens are like asking me to join them to paint the town red! Wahahahaha....
Shall see how then....

To all my loyal readers...sorry for the late update....
A Belated Christmas Greeting....
And Happy New Year in advance!!!!

And some sua ku moments....i have never eaten this jackfruit thingy....
wahahaha....Well, thanks to Ah Mooi and Esther for pushing me to try this nice delight...


maybe i have been a too "safe" eater for too long already....
maybe i should open myself to more stuff....but i still HATE papaya!!!!

Today SUCKzzzz

Don't know what the hell is wrong with me...
my mind was in a blur the whole day...
nothing seems to be right...especially when i left the company...
was it stress over the test?
or what?
i DON'T KNOW!!!!!
ARGHHHHHH....
i just feel so angry inside....angry over what?
dunno...
Feel like shouting....but no where to vent...
Everything is in a whirl...
Stuffs like changing my work schedule to suit my bball training,
things that i have to do, things that i want to do...everything...
all lumped up....
Hai....i just wanna have all those STUPID things sorted out...
Why does it seems so hard...


Enough of all this nonsense
Let's move on to happier stuff...
Went to Uncle Ying Wei's wedding lunch on sunday at swissotel Merchant Court...
the place look really nice...and food was good too....
anyway only managed to took a picture with the handsome Ying Wei and lovely Joey jie jie
on the way out...


And something extra....

nice???
just hope she won't be mad when she sees me posting this picture here
:P

lemons...

When life gives you lemons...
choke on 'em and die.
You stupid lemon eater...

How true....most of the time, when we do something...
how much do thought do we actually put in it???
i'm not a lemon eater....wahahahaha...

Spend my day, clearing my room and table...actually it's just my desktop area lah...
and it took me the whole morning...most probably i was taking my own sweet time...
haha...
was going to revamp the "workstation" *wink* area, as per my mum's request...
but it didn't turn out the way we expected it to be...it was aborted..
hahaha...

Went to visit my uncle was in NUH for like 13 days, at least this time he's up and awake...
can't get of the bed yet...but he can eat and talk slightly...which is a good time and a relieve...
what cause him to be in this state? too much smoking maybe???
my dad is a smoker...been donkey years, we are tryin to dis-encourage him to smoke...but to no
avail...hopefully with uncle's example...it might actually frighten him enough for him to drop the bad habit...

with the cup of ice-blended i had on the way back...i'm not even sleepy... :(

who are we talkin about???

wahahaha....pretty neat line you can use to confuse somebody mid-way thru a conversation
anyway...this quote is taken from Chicken Little the movie....
Yup, i went to catch the show with Cynthia...sorry about the changing the timing again and again..
sound like ya rather pissed...
Well, i promise i'll TRY not to do that again okay?
hahahaha....

Well...wat happen over this week....
hmmm...my lunch kaki cum advice dispenser cum teabreak kaki cum good bro, Mr JL, flew off to US
hope i can save enough to go visit ya next year....hahahaha
yesterday...think gonna be missing him ba (sound kinda gayish hor) wahahahaha...
went to send him off at changi airport, along with KKK, his folks and a couple of his uni friends...
no mushy moment noted...wahahahaha
JL's mum is so friendly and funny....
Well...the next time he'll be back is probably 6 mth later ba...
In case you are reading this, JL, remember my iTune prepaid card okay????
send it to me pls pls pls pls....

What a hectic day....two games back to back...
and i have to come home with cramping legs
Like Cynthia said...that's the "dai jia" of winning....
hahaha...wasn't counting on getting cramps...hope it won't affect the next day game tomorrow...
so would you be interested to come see me play?? Luv.... ya not heading to M'sia le right?
hahahaha...should i even be saying this here? wahahaha
if you think i shouldn't, let me know k?

Till tomorrow ba....
tired....superly tired...
the only happy thing worth mentioning? this new topping from pizza hut is nice...
"chicken and shroom" give it a try if you got the chance!!!

how do you know???

how do you know if what you have decided upon is the right thing???
how do you know if things will be better with new changes???
what if all these new changes just screw things up more?

So stress.... about all the things that's happening aroound me...
Change is good... if it's executed in the proper way.... in a timely manner...
that's what i have learnt from all this...

News of another colleague gonna be leaving soon....
So is all this changes good?
i don't know...

shun shun de yi tian....

Again...it's my first day at work :(
this whole week.....argh, 6 days...i hope i don't get to do this again...
although there aint much to do in office beside the usual stuff...but working on sat?
Yucks....
Didn't join Esther, KKK, May, CG and most importantly, JL in their seafood escapade in J.B.
just didn't want to cross the custom... and i just got "something" up *wink*
Guess i could just make it up with a farewell coffee on the 2nd, just before JL fly off to US.

27th of Nov 2005, this day....
it's gonna be marked as an important date in my own calendar...why?
I'm not gonna tell....all i can say, life is moving on :P
hahahaha...

Fairly easy-going day at work...Thanks for meeting me for lunch, CK :)
and thanks for coming all the way down, really appericate it a lot.

It's been a long while since i last played for my club, Chong Ghee Sport Club
had the intention of quitting the club, because i aint getting any of the play time...
and most of the time i was on the bench...which was really demoralising...
But last night, i had a number of minutes on the court...and i got my 10 pts (yeah, i know it aint a lot, but it's a start right!)
and slowly i'm clicking with the guys too....
i guess it feel good to be WANTED....wahahahaha
And we won our first game...

Just felt bad that i couldn't turn up for the FFBL game...which luckily we won....

So in all...everything was going the right way it should be going....
hence my title for the day...wahahahahaha

happy....so happy....

Why? Don't know...
just feel happy...
reached office at 2.30pm today....LOL
Went to SLT upon my supervisor's request to get new replacements for a faulty part...
If only, i get to do this every week...Waahahahahah

Just in a super happy, cheery mood today, can't think of any special reasons...
Could it be i'm working with my fave senior today?
Or? because i get to go into office late? Or, it's my last working day?
Hmmm...whatever it is....
If only i can be like this everyday...

The recent re-org of the whole department is creating a lot of rumors, and scares among my co-workers...
For me? Nothing much have changed...still reporting to the same supervisor, and with her being so nice to me lately
Was kinda worried that i might have a new boss...LOL...
She mentioned that she gonna assign me with a new job scope.
Kinda worried, but excited...
i feel that it's a challenge...I hope that i'm able to match up to the task though...
think i'm getting lazy and sloppy at this current work i'm doing...

Hahaha...but i better not count my chicks before the eggs hatch...
Think i better just observe how things goes these couple of weeks...

Just received my Chartered Challenge Trophy...




yeah yeah...you people can say all you want about me showing off...
but i have it, DO you? Wahahahaha

Exorcism of Emily Rose.....

Some things i learnt from the movie...
--- Don't to be too kaypoh, because when you do. Demons does exist and they will come and find you! LOL
--- If you "get" waken up at 3am in the morning and smell something burnt, Just ignore it and go back to sleep...
dun ask why... :P

Hope i didn't just said some spoiler for the show, for those who are intending to watch it..
nevertheless, it's a really nice show...
Didn't have a lot of the scary scenes (IMO) that i was expecting, just more of those usual "shock tactics"...bang here, bang there....
the usual...
and since it based on a true story, wonder where is the tomb of Emily Rose now...
not that i will be able to go visit it....just curious...
:) you people know what i mean..

Did i mention that i caught the show with nine other people? hahaha
we got the whole row to ourselves....been a while since i caught a movie with so many friends..
Fun, i would say...

Straight after that...we had the K-session as planned....
everybody was happily singing away...from 12am till 4am hahahaha...
As for me, i'm just there for the booze...and yeah, i did the occasional song here and there...
and i think non-mainstream songs are more of my forte...
wahahahaha...
Better leave the nice songs to all the rest, like CG, May and JL etc etc...
and not forgetting my senior too....lol

Wah...no qualms about CG singing...the moment his voice enter the song...Whoa...
sound just like Jacky Cheung leh!!!!! and it make all of us sounds like amurters...
really is "no horse run!!!!"

One thing that i don't understand, why does one need to bring a videocam to the k-session?
it's so dark in there...so i doubt the resolution can be any good :P
Maybe it's just because i don't like her at all....so i'm kinda pissed with all the little things she does?
wahahahaha....
I'm evil...
(recall to the movie earlier) I'm the one who dwell within...spooky :P

I guess everybody had lots of fun this "morning". cos i did...
wanna do it again? yeah, but not so soon....
For now, i just wanna get some sleep :P